Livid But Loved (a dance moms fanfiction)

Chapter Sixteen

"No, you can stay the night." these words make me feel safe, like I have finally got my Lucas back, whom I do not deserve at all. He takes me into his bedroom and offers me his t-shirt which I accept gladly, my favourite thing to sleep in. I climb into Lucas' bed and cuddle up to him, my heart beating and my face feeling hot and flushed. We talk and cuddle for a while before sitting up and watching a movie on Netflix and once it's finished, Lucas turns off his laptop and we sit in silence for a while. Lucas looks at me and smiles, takes my hand and pulls me onto him so I am straddling his lap. I look into his eyes and he is perfect.
"Can I just ask you something?" Lucas suddenly says, taking me by surprise. I nod because I can't bring myself to say anything right now.
"Did he touch you the way I touch you" he asks, touching my hair so delicately, making me shiver. I shake my head.
"Did he kiss you the way I kiss you" he asks another, kissing my neck twice. I shake my head, being completely honest.
"One last question, did he make you feel the way I make you feel?" He asks, this time looking right into my eyes, pleading for an answer.
"No" I say, finally bringing myself to say something at least, wishing Lucas would do something else, touch my hair or cuddle me, something.