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JUNGKOOK POV

What the hell is wrong with
me?

I should be over him by now.

It's been a month and a half since he walked out the door.

That's more than enough time
to grieve the loss of my baby.

The baby I so easily imagined but would never meet.

And the wolf inside me isn't making things easier.

He's pissy and anxious and seems to think I've made a mistake, A big mistake.

Like, biggest mistake of my
life kind of mistake.

He's probably right.

It wouldn't be the first time
my selfish arrogance has
caused me to destroy a
good thing.

But it's too late now.

Jimin will have the baby and
live a comfortable life.

Maybe he'll still go to Got7
and raise my pup, his pup,
on the ski slopes.

Or maybe he'll head for
some place more tropical
and join a pack in Hawk.

Most packs are accepting of families with young shifters.

Most packs want to ensure their young are nurtured and raised
to understand the burden and responsibilities that come with their magical lineage.

My wolf growls in my mind, reminding me of my responsibilities to the pup growing inside Jimin.

I put it there and now I'm abandoning them both
because they're not good enough?

What the fuck does that
even mean?

Jimin is perfect, In every way.

And any baby that is a combination of both him and
me would be pretty damn
perfect too, Even if he's not
an alpha.

Maybe even because of it.

Shit, what have I done?

I sit up in bed and start pacing, wondering why it's taken me
so long to figure my shit out.

My wolf is howling inside me, urging me to do something
but I don't know what that
might be.

It's the middle of the night,
for Christ's sake.

Before I can do anything
stupid, my phone rings and
Jin's face fills the screen.

I answer before the second
ring.

"Jin, what's up?"

"Jimin's in the hospital."

"He fell down the stairs."

"Lisa and hobi are there now."

"I'm heading over too but I figured you should know."

"Is he okay?" I'm already stepping into a pair of jeans
and reaching for a hoodie.

"What about the baby?"

"I don't know much, Lisa
was hysterical when she
called from the ambulance."

"I'll call when I have more information."

"Don't bother."

"I'll meet you there."

I don't usually believe in coincidences but the fact that
I was just starting to come to
the conclusion that I need Jimin and our baby in my life seems
a little extreme for Karma.

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