Can I Love Again?; Yeonbin

Part 5

''Soobin... why you've decided that? I know you know Beomgyu for long because you've stalked him but Beomgyu doesn't know you. Let him know you..' advised Kai.

''Huening we do homework everyday after lessons and we talk i think he knows me. He helps me always smiles back. What if he has feelings too? I have to say it before it's not late. You know what happened with my ex. I pretended like i have no feelings for him when he loved me but after we broke i confessed and it's just ended up ''sorry i don't like you'' because it was late! I wont to repeat this mistake. I think it's time Kai. It's time to confess while we are having feelings'' explained Soobin by remembering his dark past and it's mistake.

''I know... i remember... i think you are right. You will confess and i'll be near you during that time okay?'' Said Kai by seeing that Soobin was about to cry.

''Okay'' replied Soobin.

''Okay be safe Soobin. See you tomorrow'' said Kai and left.

On the way Soobin quickly decided to text Beomgyu.

Soobin
Hi

Beomgyu
Hello

Soobin
How are you

Beomgyu
I'm okay. Preparing for my international exam(

Soobin
Ohh. From english?

Beomgyu
Yeah

Soobin
I've hard you've been training for it long.

Beomgyu
Yeah 11-10 months

Soobin
So tomorrow you don't come to school?

Beomgyu
No i can't(

Soobin
Oh(

***

As Beomgyu saod he didn't come to school. After classes Soobin went outside with Kai. They were standing near of the bus stop.

''Ohh. Okay so i'll start... i'm so worried!!'' Screamed Soobin.

''Calm down. It gonna be okay. You can do it C'mon!'' Cheered Kai.

''Oh okay...i started'' Soobin put his phone and opened Beomgyu's profile. Soobin started to text.

Soobin
Hi

Beomgyu
Hey

As Soobin expected Beomgyu replied very fast.

Soobin
How's your exam going?

Beomgyu
Passed online. 3 tasks are done preparing for the next.

''Okay i'm gonna confess...'' said Soobin. While texting Soobin's hand started to tremble.

Soobin
Good luck Beomgyu

Soobin
I Love You❤️

Soobin's heart dropped after sending this.

''I did. I did!'' Shouted Soobin.

''Oh did he reply? Let me see!'' Saod Huening.

''Oh my god. No! He's online, he read but doesn't replying'' Soobin was full of worry and hugged Huening.

''It's okay Soobin. We will wait for his reply'' cheered Kai.

''What if i confessed to early?'' Said Soobin.

''May be not? I think itxs time and better than late. Okay of it's early, what if after all he gets feelings for you?'' Replied Kai.

''Right'' Soobin whiped his tears and looked at his phone and got nonfication.

Beomgyu
Thanks

''He replied'' said Soobin sadly.

''What? What did he say???'' Asked Kai.

''Same reaction as my ex did'' explained Soobin.

''Don't give up Soobin. What if everything will go for good? May be he's shy? Most important you confessed. You are brave and now you don't have to hide your feelings'' explained Kai.

''Okay i better delete my confession message'' said Soobin.

''But why? He already saw though...'' said Kai.

''I'm feeling ignored thats why'' explained Soobin.

***

Beomgyu
Yeonjun?

Yeonjun
Hi! I though you are having an exam?🤔🤨

Beomgyu
Yeah. I've almost done

Yeonjun
Good

Beomgyu
Yeonjun... Soobin confessed me..

Yeonjun
What? Are you ok?

Beomgyu
He said ''I love you❤️''

Yeonjun
.......

Beomgyu
😢

Yeonjun
What did you reply?

Beomgyu
Thanks?

Yeonjun
Good job destroying poor boy👏👏

Yeonjun
Don't hurt him like that

Beomgyu
Why you care? What if he's not hurt😕

Yeonjun
Because i know it better than you Beomgyu.

Beomgyu
He deleted his message((

Yeonjun
I told you