𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐓 - drill imagines

𝟏𝟎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - J.K

" I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME LAUGH,
EVEN WORSE WHEN YOU MAKE ME CRY.

I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND, AND THE FACT THAT YOU DIDNT CALL.

BUT MOSTLY I HATE THE WAY I DONT HATE YOU.

NOT EVEN CLOSE, NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT.

not even at all. "

AILEEN S.
( ay-lean )

I watched as the tree leaves fell onto the ground before getting blown away by the wind as hot tears streamed down my face.

My boyfriend of 11 months cheated on me for the 4th time throughout our relationship. I always allowed him to get away with repeatedly cheating on me because he always promises he'll never do it again. He was so good at gaslighting me it hurt everytime i looked him in the eye, remembering the person he truly is.

He hadn't call me since earlier this morning and it's now 7:36 pm, he probably doesn't even know she posted them hooking up in her story and it got spread around the internet.

I rewatched the reel pleasedontlack shared on instagram of the girls legs in the air and jay in between them in envy.

TIME SKIP

I listened to the sounds of keys jingle and watched as the doorknob shook aggressively as I wiped my tears away. I figured it was jay, because he always came back this late and was the only one with the keys.

I unlocked my phone as my eyes started to water even more after seeing it was 2:19 am. I'd been crying for the past 7 hours, i hated feeling this way. It didn't make it any better that someone i loved whole heartedly made me feel this way.

JAY walked in the house before placing his keys on the counter and sitting near me on the couch. I watched as his face came closer and closer by the second about to kiss me before i turned my head, i couldn't believe him. Trying to kiss me with the same lips he just put to work in between another females legs? The fuck is wrong with niggas

"what the fuck is wrong with you aileen?" he asked me angrily.

"where were you? i know you weren't at the studio" i question seeing if he would tell the truth.

"i was with my mom, she was emotional over notti" he replied trailing his eyes down at the grown then back to me. "your mom who's on a vacation cruise?" i asked while scrunching my face up and raising my brow.

"listen im sorry aileen. i know you seen the video and it wasn't what it looked like." "plus you know i only want you, them smooches don't mean nun." he said while trailing his hands down my chest to my shorts.

i scooted away from him as i gave him a blank look and got up and walked into our shared room to pack up my stuff. "where the fuck you going?" he asked while semi-yelling at me. "somewhere you're not justin reyes." i said refusing to make i contact with him and continued taking my stuff out my drawer. i watched as he paced around the house from the room and walked over to lock the bedroom door before he could come back in.

I locked it so that if he tried to come and make me not leave he wouldn't be able to, because he always did that shit and i've had enough.

TIME SKIP

As i gathered my last few items after 15 minutes of hearing heavy breathing, reassuring, sobbing and yelling. I sighed out of relief that i finally wouldn't have to go through his shit ever again.

I changed into a zip up and some sweats before unlocking the bedroom door and storming past him. I attempted to unlock the door before jay came up to me and grabbed my hand. "please ma dont leave, i need you. i love you."

I looked him up and down before yanking my hand out of his, and looking him up and down. I unlocked the door and made my way to the steps. i struggled to walk down the steps due to my duffle bag being too heavy.

Once i made it down i sat on the curb waiting for my uber. I couldn't even say i hated him after all of this. I hate the way i don't hate jay.

not even a little bit.

a/n — not based of a song, this is based of a line from the movie 𝟏𝟎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔.

but i hope yall enjoy this one and lmk if yall want a part 2. u can also request somebody too 🫶🏽.