Authors note:
TW: suicidal thoughts
Dear diary,
Hi again its me I am still stuck in this dang attic!
I am getting in my head and starting to think it would be better if I wasn't here because then I wouldn't have to deal with all the pain and feeling like the walls are going to crush me at any moment!
If I did leave this earth how would I do it though?
Oh ya I dropped my song book on the ground and didn't notice and ended up accidentally kicked it under the bed and now I can't reach it so it's gone now but it's fine I remember a song!
I can't think properly anymore the thoughts hurt!
The only way I can escape from my thoughts is by sleeping plus it's almost like dying because you're not aware of your surroundings.
Anyway I just eat and drank and now in going to go to sleep!
bye!
p.s the dirt pile is all gone I really hope someone finds me soon!
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Tallulah's Diary || Qsmp
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