The way I loved you (Taehyung x Chubby Reader)

my fault

I k*lled her Y/N

He sobbed uncontrollably against your shoulder

I shouldn't have forced her to go that night, sh-she would be alive ... Breathing and living happily with us

It was all MY FAULT

He screamed and held you closer to him

To say You were shocked would be underestimating...
You slowly hugged him , softly patting his back

She met with an h-horrible accident and it was-

He hiccuped in between trying to say more about it but couldn't as he was already too vulnerable to even continue

Shu... Tae , just let it out... Cry how much ever you want ... I am there for you

So for the next few moments... he kept crying, trying to let go of this guilt which he was feeling since so many years

..........................................................

Here have this

You handed him a cup of warm milk with a small smile

Thank you

He took it from you and slowly started siping the drink

With all my cryings and all, I definitely ruined the day right? He let out a bitter chuckle and looked down at his drink

no you didn't, stop blaming yourself for everything Taehyung

You made sure that your voice was frim

No, no I just feel embarrassed-

Ugh! I will not let you complete that , Tae it's okay I understand... there are many things in this world which you can't control and it's... It just happens

You pressed your lips together when you saw a big sad Pout on his face and turned around to wash the dishes....

You left him by himself to think and consolidate all his shattered feelings and gave him some time for himself

Poor guy

must be suffocating to bear everything all alone , it's just like he never wanted his mom to get hurt but somehow fate had it's own game

You sure didn't like the "younger Taehyung" but again he was a kid back then , it's not like he wanted that to happen

We all at one time have gone through that phase, being a spoiled kid in front of our parents, demanding things which are more important to us than our parents, not understanding their point of view , underestimating their value ....

but as we grow up and are mature enough to understand them , that's when some of us realise that what we did as kid was not cool

Some apologize right away before it's too late
Some just don't get that chance

And in his case he lost his opportunity

That guilt must be eating him

It's already too late , why don't you freshen up and go to bed

You said while taking the cup from him and looked at everyone who were sleeping peacefully outside in the garden

We should tell them to join us in the living room to sleep

You suggested to which Taehyung nodded and was ready to go outside
But stopped in the middle and turned around to look at you washing his cup

Y/N