Alpha Too

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After his initial bellowing he had become very calm. But he was still mad and he stood there his back to you as he talked calmly his voice holding his anger in check. And you were listening but you were also studying the box of crystals. Some were smooth, some jagged but all were polished. The names of your friends were one after the other.

Angelique
Nari
Shyla
Trish

"I wonder what the Men's box has?" You say aloud and sigh. Namjoon had his back to you because if he couldn't see you looking then you were listening as well. But if you asked to many times he'd start his lecture from the beginning. "What's the yellow do?"

"I don't know who's side is responsible for it. That bright citrine one dissolves in water and is the most sour lemon taste. I remember it so maybe it was me. But now I have to start all over again since you were thinking more about what the candies do."

With him starting again you groan in your head of course, as he warned you after the first one earlier. "I absolutely promise you Angelique that if you groan or speak again that spanking I gave you in Vegas will seem like kittens licked them on."

But it's like all your thoughts were focused on the box and it's contents that make you say. "Isn't Yoongi in his studio?"

But your head snaps up in shock as Namjoon flexes his knuckles while smiling. "That's five."

But you stand and pissed off point your finger at him. "No, I am not a naughty child who you can spank into submission and make listen to them Kim Namjoon. I know you think that I'm not paying attention or taking this lightly, some how."

He is staring at you blinking and you continue barely pausing. "I like our sex games but not when your actually mad and spanking me, I'm not a child."

He sits down sighing and says. "That's not where I was thinking of taking this." He says but as you look down at his crotch he crosses his legs. "Yes of course I'm hard, I only have to be around you to want you. But your right I shouldn't put my hands on you in real anger."

His head cocks to the side as he appraises you and you know he is thinking so you wait until he finally says. "It's hard to think of you as my mate always. Especially when you do childish things like this. Why didn't you come to at least one of us? Do you know how angry Jimin really is? He's hurt you didn't at least tell him. And me? I'm supposed to be the one you confide all of this in. We promised no secrets, does that rule not include you?"

Suddenly your sobbing, loudly and it's not pretty. But when the others come out angrily with Hobi leading the group you now sound like a sloppy drunk with a cold. Your snot bubbles escaping just as Jungkook hands you a fistful of tissues and you assure them he hadn't done anything but that you felt guilty.

When calm enough you manage to get out. "I understand that it's unfair of me to ask you to do things that I won't willingly do myself. I will never let an evening go where I have something that needs to be shared without coming to one of you at least." And your hand goes to each of them as you all link pinkies and promise to do the same, kissing your conjoined Pinky's as you do so.

But with Yoongi missing you know you'll have to find and make amends with him one on one. Mentally you put a note on Jin's door apologizing and that you were going to find Yoongi and to call whenever he had time to. In your bathroom you fix your face as best you can and saying bye to Jimin and Jungkook.

Knowing where his Hybe studio was you head out to the elevators and take them to the floor you had only been on a couple of times you turn to the left off the elevator and follow your feet to a door that was very similar to one in Yoongi's head. One that you never approached but you do and knock.