Office Employee

I Want Him

Kakashi

It's been a while since I had that dream about Obito and I. I'm shocked I'm actually able to have dreams like that. After what happened in the past I didn't think that would ever be possible for me. I also didn't think having a boyfriend would be possible for me either but I was proven to be wrong.

I constantly find myself wanting to do things with Obito I never thought would have been possible for me. They had never even crossed my mind before. Like being happy. I thought I would stay paralyzed to the idea of another person touching me let alone kissing me. I couldn't help it, I took out my phone and called him. 

Me: Are you free to come over?

Best Friend: Of course, I always have time for you

It didn't take him long to get from where he was to my house. I had prepared deviled eggs for us along with a gallon of lemonade. I fixed us each a glass before sitting next to him on the couch.

"So how you've been"? He asked. "Good, a few small panic attacks here and there but nothing too bad". "Wanna talk about them"? I nodded. "As you may know Obito hired a new female worker".

"Oh yeah, Stone was telling me about her the other day. Konan right"? I nodded. "What did he have to say about her"? I asked. "Nothing much, just that she's good at her job and hangs out with Rin a lot. I think they used to be friends in college or something like that".

"Oh". I looked down.

"Why? Did something happen"?

"Not really, at least I think not. Rin came up to me after our relationship came out and basically called me a liar then here comes Konan telling me to stay away from Rin because she doesn't want me to burn Rin the same way I'm going to burn Obito potentially".

"Wait, so their both accusing you of sleeping with your boss so you can have a better life for yourself? Have you told Obito any of this yet"? I shook my head. "No, and I don't plan to, it's probably nothing anyway".

"Kakashi".

"Please, your my best friend, and your also Obito's friend. I know you want to do what's best for us both but please don't tell him. The last thing I want is for him to worry about his employees. They haven't hurt me, Rin's a gossiper, and Konan's only looking out for her friend. They both probably need this job and I would hate to be the one to take that from them".

"Ok, ok I won't say anyone right now but if this continues I will". "Thank you, the reason I called you here was so we could talk about Obito, not them". "Really? What about Obito"? "I uh had a wet dream about him for the first time ever. I've never had any dreams like that before".

"Do you think your ready to be intimate with him"? "I don't know, I want to but I don't know if I can. He's been so good to me Iruka. He means everything to me. All I want is to be able to make him happy like he's made me".

"But you don't know if your ready for him to go that far". "I don't want to shut down on him again. I still remember what that feels like and it wasn't fun. Your frozen in place unable to move and can't hear anything. It feels like your stuck there for hours when in reality it's only been a few minutes".

"Kashi, I love you you know that. I don't know what happened to you but if this is something you really want to do then I think you should at least consider seeing a therapist".

"You think so"? "I wouldn't bring it up if I didn't think it would help".

The two of us talked until it was time for him to go home. Obito had called letting me know he would be home late due to a business meeting so I wasn't in any rush to get dinner started just yet. I wanted it to be hot for him when he came home.

I had planned on hopping in the shower and relaxing in bed with a good book but things didn't go that way. If I had known what would happen to me tonight I would've asked Iruka to stay until Obito came home.

There was a soft knock on the door. I looked at the door curious knowing I wasn't expecting any more visitors and Obito wasn't home to have any visitors. I stood up and went answer it anyway.

"Who is it"? A female voice called out. "It's me, can I come in"? I looked at the doorknob that currently had my hand on it. I looked at it hesitantly. I knew her but everything within me was telling me to back away and send her off. I wished I had listened to it.

I opened the door for her and watched as she walked in, I was surprised to see her wearing a trench coat and heels. "Rin, what's going on? Why are you here"? "This is a nice place, mind if I see more of it"? She turned her head to me smiling.

"Actually-". "No need to show me, I'm sure I can find the way". She headed upstairs leaving me completely dumbfounded. My hand reached for my phone but I didn't grab it.

He's in a meeting. You can't bother him right now

I took in a deep breath before heading upstairs. "Rin, you really can't be here right now. Obito's not home he's at a meeting". I headed to our room and walked through the open door but immediately stopped in my tracks when I saw her. She was no longer wearing her trench coat and was only in her underwear and heels.

"Rin, w why are you d dressed like that"? I could feel my body starting to shake and didn't know what to do. I wanted to run but I didn't know where to run to. This was my home. I shouldn't be afraid to be in my own home.

"What's wrong? Don't you like what you see"? She sat on the bed with one leg over the other. I shook my head backing away. "Please go, Obito's not home". I whispered holding my arm. "Obito's not the one I want, you are". She stood up making her way towards me but I backed up.

"Please don't do this". Tears were starting to form in my eyes. "You don't have to be afraid of me, all I'm going to do is make you feel good". She stood in front of me, sliding her hands down my arms and unbuckling my pants. I cried out loud causing her to back away from me confused.

I could no longer hear anything. I was huddled in a corner holding myself. She tried talking to me but all I wanted was for her to get away. I wasn't safe. I wanted Obito.

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