The Wounds of Our Past // Gerard Way x reader

25. remember?

Time started acting weird.
I'd go to sleep and wake up with days passed by. Sometimes it'd be months.
Mikey started acting so weird.
Like, I'd ask him about the things we knew from our lives and he would think I'm pulling his leg.
It's like I'm here alone.
Maybe this is some sort of punishment?
I can't remember what I did?
I really can't seem to remember a lot of things...
I'm 18? 
My band is doing okay right now.
We're just touring around.
I think?
Prom is soon.
That's all I can really remember.
No, wait. I've done this all before?
Right?
I...
It's different now?
I thought Gerard was mad at me?
But, he seemed fine?
He actually asked to take me to prom!
And I said yes!!
So, why do I have this gut feeling that everything is wrong?
I'm happy?
So, why is my stomach churning so much?
And my head is pounding?
I swear my ears are ringing.
Someone's calling out to me.
A nasally voice.
The sweetest voice I've ever heard.
They're scared.
I'm scared too. 
I don't know where I am.
I'm not even sure of who I am.
I'm me.
I'm in a band.
I'm 18?
Wait, I thought I was older?
I am older.
I.
I don't remember.