🪩Sookai- For Your Protection

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"KAI!" Soobin had angry tears streaming down his cheeks while furiously knocking on Kai's apartment door. "OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW! I KNOW YOU'RE HOME! I CAN SMELL THE FUCKING HOT CHOCOLATE!"

Kai nervously opened the door. "Do-"

"NO. I'M TALKING! NOT YOU! WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF?!"

Kai honestly had no idea if he was supposed to respond or not. Deciding to opt for silence, he kept his mouth shut. His sleeve carefully wiped away some of Soobin's tears. Feeling his cheeks again felt nice. Those puffy cheeks were part of the reason he fell in love with him in the first place.

Soobin couldn't stop crying. His anger was still through the roof but the more he looked at Kai, the lower his need to kill him. "Why did you lie to me?"

"Because I love you Soobin."

"YOU DON'T LEAVE PEOPLE YOU LOVE!"

"I don't let them die either."

Soobin stopped trying to hold his tears back. He grabbed Kai's cheeks and pulled him in for a long kiss. The door closed with his foot. His jacket fell to the ground. His shirt came off next. He whispered "I love you. Don't ever leave me again..."

Through heavy breath, Kai mumbled "it was for your own good..." His underwear fell to the ground. Every kiss was wet and emotional. His attempts to please Soobin were diminished by the older's absolute dominance over him. He wanted to pleasure him as an apology for lying. Instead, he let his wrists be tied to the bedframe. "I thought I was protecting you."

"I can decide what's best for me." Soobin crawled on top of him. His lips passionately kissed his neck while his hips implanted themselves between the younger's thighs.

Kai moaned "I never said you couldn't."

"You're what's best for me... I could've protected myself. I could've protected you." Soobin fucked him with his soul. He wanted to give Kai a night to remember so the younger would be forced to remember him if he left again. When he was done, he couldn't stop kissing him. It didn't matter how tired either of them were. He missed him and he loved him. He rolled back on top of Kai so they could start over again.

Kai enjoyed the way he was being touched but they had to talk. He needed to hear what Soobin had to say. He needed to explain why he left. Why he lied to him. "Wait..."

Soobin kept kissing his chest. "Don't speak..."

Kai didn't raise his voice but his tone was more firm. "Soobin."

Soobin stopped what he was doing. Kai looked scared. He was too. He untied the younger's wrists. They sat in silence riding out the high from their last round. Regret replaced lust. Soobin would rather not talk about how broken he felt the past few months from what Kai did. He stopped looking at his lap to look at him. The younger looked as broken as he was. His anger started up again when he asked himself why Kai got to be angry when he was the one who left. "Do you know how I found out you were alive?"

"I'm assuming Beomgyu told you..."

Soobin slammed his palms on the bed. "YEAH. HE TOLD ME. HE GOT DRUNK AND SAID HE COULDN'T KEEP THIS IN ANYMORE. HE TOLD ME YOU'RE ALIVE AND THAT YOU WERE TAKEN AWAY IN HANDCUFFS! YOU FAKED YOUR DEATH?! HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME?!"

"I told you. I was protecting you."

Soobin had a lot of questions but only one truly mattered to him. "Did you really love me?"

"I love you."

"You're not lying? You actually fell in love with me?"

"Yeah. I fell in love with you."

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