Joseph Quinn & Y/N ~One Shots~

How To Mend A Broken Heart PT. 2

  *Joseph's POV*

    I felt guilty that Y/n decided to leave the show completely. The table reading wasn't the same without her. Everyone at the table was asking where she was and if she was okay. Matt noticed that I was pacing back and forth. I'm racking my brain if I should go and talk to her. Matt placed his hamd upon my shoulder and said, "Hey, everything okay, man?" I stopped pacing and looked at Matt and said,"I feel guilty that Y/n felt guilty for being around me. She looked completely uncomfortable.  I was just thinking about going up to her room and talking to her about this."

  Matt looked at me and said, "I think that is a bad idea." I wondered why he had said that, so I asked. "Why would you think that for?" Matt looks at me very concerned and said,"Joe, I saw her leave the building and get into a taxi. I think she was headed towards the airport. She's gone, Joseph. And I don't think she is coming back." I didn't believe Matt. I took the elevator up to the floor where her room was. I saw the maids going in and out of there. It was true. She did actually leave. And it was because of me. I noticed something by my door. I walked down there and noticed that she had left the flowers and her scripts. Now, I completely feel guilty for letting her leave the way she did. I found a piece of paper with her handwriting on it.

    I brought everything inside of my room. I placed the vase with the flowers in it on top of the counter and sat down at the table to read the note that she had left for me.

   My dearest Joseph,

      I am truly sorry for leaving without saying goodbye. I know that I had said to you that I will be okay and that I will somehow get over you. That's the thing, I can't get over you. You were the best love I ever had.

  Seeing you today was very heartbreaking for me. My heart was still trying to heal from the break up, and seeing you made it 10 times worse. Joseph, the love we had for one another was deniable. Everybody knew that our love was never-ending. But somehow, our love decided to go down the wrong path. And when I found out that I was pregnant. I was happy and excited. I couldn't wait to be a mother. But when I had that miscarriage, it broke me apart even more. I lost you and our baby in the matter of 2 months. I am torn, Joseph. And there is no way of fixing me. When you walked out of my life, my life came crashing down like it was made of glass.

   I really loved and cared for you. I thought you and I were gonna last forever. You were a dream come true. Well, I best be going. I have a flight to catch. I hope everything goes your way. Don't break a leg. Can't wait to watch Stranger Things with you in it. You totally fit in.
  
                                   Love you always,
                                                 Y/n ❤️

  
The letter broke my heart. She really did love and care for me. And all I did was break her heart. I never meant for her to fall apart because of me. And I am hurt that she is feeling this way. I have to somehow go to her and convince her to come back. Or at least try to.  I called the Duffers, and they both agreed for me to go and try to fix what I broke. I called the airport to find out when the next flight to California is. They told me that they have a flight at 5:30 pm today. I bought the ticket over the phone and I packed my bags as fast as I could. I looked at the time and it was 3:10pm. I have to get to the airport fast.

*Time Skip*

   I made it to California at 9 in the evening. She has to be sleeping by now. I got me a rental and headed to her house. The lights were still on, so apparently, she was probably still awake. I turned the car off and walked up the sidewalk to her house. It has been a while since I have been here. I hesitated to knock. Was a bit too worried that she would not speak to me or that I should not have come here. But it is worth a try. I knocked on her door. I heard moving around inside, and then the door unlocked and opened. There stood in the doorway as a sleepy eyed Y/n. She might have been asleep when I arrived. She rubbed her eyes to make sure she wasn't seeing things. When she realized that it was me, she quickly shut the door. I saw her slide down onto the floor on the other side. I did the same thing. I start talking to her. "Darlin' I completely understand why you shut the door on me. And I know you are probably wondering why I am here. So please let me come in and explain everything to you." There was silence behind the door. She has said a word. After a few moments, I heard shuffling coming from the inside. I heard the door unlock, and then it opened. She lets me in and directs me to the living room.