FOURTH POV
Why I'm like this..I can't even make eye contact in General face it so awkward that even Gemiyah notice our awkwardness when his father left.
"Teacher what happen both of you,My papa keep looking in your direction but you keep avoiding his eyes.Is there something happen?".I can't tell him the truth behind this but it also hard for me to lie so I just simple tell him
"Nothing Gemiyah,It just something only adult can talk about".He furrown his brow when I said this he really look like his father.
"Okay Fine krub but don't fight each other naa teacher,I don't know which one I will taking side if both of you fighting".
"Pfft–but Gemiyah,General is your father and I'm not your blood related how can you be trouble by taking our side".
"Well,I don't know too teacher..But I feel so comfortable with you and If I can I really want to request to my Papa you become part of our Family.We can be family the three of us it's rude but I hope you are the one who gave birth to me teacher".He sadly look at me that make me speechless and my heart acne
"Uhmm I'm also happy and comfortable being with you Gemiyah but I'm not your mother and your father love your mother don't say like that to her..Even she do something bad or hurt both of you,You can't change the fact she gave birth to you please respect your mama naa..and about you want me to be part of your family I can't do that you have your own family and I can still be here as your Tutor I will not leave until you are ready to face the world on your own without fearing what people say...".He hug me tightly after saying this and murmur in my chest
"Then please stay Teacher Fourth". Touching his hair softly did I realize whatever my feelings are toward General I need to stop it,I have no right being with them because someday their wife,mother and family will comeback in their life
As for myself, I'm just stranger.
A week passed and I am ignoring completely General he try to talk to me but I only reply in short word or sentence,I'm not teenager anymore or some pure innocent man.I can figure out that there something about what I feel toward General but I can still stop it.
"Damn Juice,I taught we will drink some alcohol here".
It Saturday today and I asked General If I can use my day off because Gemiyah have hospital appointment today in Doctor Mark.I use this chance to meet satang who rolling his eyes when he see I order juice not alcohol.
"You know you are a teacher right.. Alcohol is bad for your profession".But he just slam the table angrily
"The heck Fourth,You are more stricter than our Educational Supervisor like duh Teacher can drink alcohol".
"Then go ahead order it but don't force me drinking it you know I have trauma in alcohol".And like that he loudly call the waiter
"Okay,okay.So what's the problem Fourth,You call me out of the blue here just to drink juice,Split it what happen..Wait don't tell me you fuck the General—mmpp".This man can't stop his mouth really and I just shove the sour orange in his mouth and stop this noisy man.
"Stop your noisy mouth once satang,I already have headache when going here and you want to add more".And he become silent in a second however his mouth are unstoppable.
"So what's really problem huh".
"I don't know,I avoiding him".
"You like him?".
"I don't know too".
"But it's bother you avoiding him".
It make me stop drinking and looking at satang he is more experience than me in this kind of thing."Yes".
"Then why,you know the answer and you still act like this".
"I'm only been in their side in few months how can I tell to him or to myself I fall inlove in just a simple interaction and short moment.. It's more crazy because he have family and wife".
"Idiot they are divorce right".
"Yeah,But do you think just because they are divorce his feelings on her are gone". and satang make me stop speaking when he raise his hand
"Do you ask him?.Do you talk to him?..Or did you even see or know what his reaction when you accidentally kiss him?. Avoiding him are not solution Fourth speak to him and If he answer every question in your mind and if he didn't feel the same thing with you move on and find someone else.. Even unprofessional said to him you need to resign cause you can't face him anymore after that and About Gemiyah he can visit you in our school and can enroll there talk to him in internet when he is in home. There so many solution Fourth.. Protect yourself I don't want to see the stress,crying baby and depress Fourth anymore it's big nightmare to me brrrr".Even he jokily said this I really appreciate Satang as my friend and all he said are correct.
"Thank you Satang".
"Tsk!No problem it's not free treat me alcohol naa".
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FanfictionFourth Nattawat is known as the kindest,most humble and favorite teacher at the public school called "Niyomsil Elementary School." Many of his co-teachers are close to him, while some of them envy him.However,he is focused on his work teaching,so wh...
