Today I listen and feel stuck in a haze
Like there's a cloud surrounding my entire self
Mosquitos so dense you can hardly see through
Only hearing the buzzing and whining
How I wish I could be pleasant today
I've no reason to feel so lost
The progress I've had is only matched by the changes
I made before I allowed myself to lose cause
There's still light at the end of the tunnel
There's still possibility in every step
I still see the rest of my life so near
All made possible by the sweaty effort
Of the last few years
I still know who I am much better than before
I'm so close to understanding why
Once acceptance runs its 20 year course
There'll be nothing from so long ago
That my mind can hide
Still I believe I'm struggling because of my fear
I've adapted to live with it in the constant
I think tomorrow will be better
So today, I'll stay stuck but work through the notions
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Late Night Thoughts
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