35 "ecstasy "

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I wasn't in a mood to have dinner, as soon as we entered inside the same feeling awoke in me ,I feel we always know we are going to return to the same place after exploring around, sometimes Escaping sometimes stealing some ecstasy from time and I felt that exactly mirrored Jack, the more I took it I got addicted to it like a drug and the more I leaned, I wanted to surrender myself in a trance like a مُرِيد( murid) (the one who seeks ) to a بير(pir) ( a spritual Saint) . Strange isn't it the " ecstasy " has so many blended meanings and forms ,I processed the two most desired . I felt as if Emma was having a same kind of admiration, maybe I was wrong  just a thought. 

Emma :- ahaaannnnnn whats going on Hailey? Did you have your first kiss ?

Hailey :- shut up!!!!are you mad ? ( speaks looking around ) .

Emma :- but it didn't really feel like a normal conversation Hailey. 

Hailey:- it wasn't a normal one , heavy and light ..how do I explain like clouds maybe, like clouds on a sunny day and clouds before a storm .

Emma :- gosh ! I am not a poet maniac  Hailey! Straight convo with logical reasoning, what's wrong with you BTW?

Hailey :- I passed my imprints on his white ivory soul ,I passed on my weight to him ,the weight of my secrets .

Emma:- I hope you didn't just...told him..the little I know?

Hailey:- a part of me did , but it's okay um even if he tells everyone maybe the worst he makes fun of me ...

Emma :- heyy I didn't mean that ! I just wish the best for you 🥺

Hailey :- alright alright let's sleep ,we have another challenge tomorrow.  Before sleeping Hailey opens a random page of her book everyone she opens the pages she asks a question to the book ?

Hailey :" am I feeling something like before "
The page opens :

"الحب مثل الريح، لا يمكنك أن تراه، ولكن يمكنك أن تشعر به." This quote means "Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it." [2]

Hailey:" why does Jack doesn't seem like the person I knew before "

" [2]"أحس أنني أشبه لنفسي بكثير عندما أكون معك." This quote translates to "I'm much more me when I'm with you." [2]"شكرا لأنك دائما

Hailey:" what do I even want " ughhh dear quote book .. finally the last tilt

أريد أن أكون 'مرحبا' المفضلة لديك وأصعب وداع بالنسبة لك." This quote means "I want to be your

favorite hello and your hardest goodbye." [2]

I don't know why I just wanted to sleep but my eyes were closed not my heart and mind ,maybe I was scared if ever catched feelings or maybe I was just so happy to feel this again . 

The alarm kept ringing for 5 minutes, when Emma switchrd it off
Emma :- Hailey get up  get up !

Hailey :- poor hamster! Please you get ready first then wake me up with a tea

Emma :- only if you let me borrow your fall dress for today.

Hailey:- why so ?

Emma :- alright I am getting ready and making myself a special green tea!

Hailey:- okay take it dang !

As soon I opened my eyes I checked my phone ,there was a message from Jack
" reached " I didn't knew what do I say after yesterday I said good morning ,I was having my green tea in the balcony, Emma was getting ready, my mother was making breakfast for us and as usual dad was off to our story, then suddenly my phone buzzed
"Good morning:)" , "getting ready to be suspended " . I replied quickly " getting ready to bid a bye just after our first heyy! ". I didn't got any text for 5 minutes  so I decided to get ready  Emma grabbed the green dress today ,I don't know who this girl is "falling " for wearing a fall outfit . I was very confused which color to wear today  mostly cool undertones look good on me ,I decided to wear a fushchia pink boycon with pearl heels . 

 

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