Forever Or Never |L.B

chapter 39

" I just felt like you never loved me or cared for me " I say as I just cried I couldn't hold it back any longer he had to know he truly broke me .

" Emma don't say that , I couldn't of asked for anything better than you, you were my world " he says

" but if I was your world you wouldn't of shagged another girl " I say through my tears

" the only girl I wanted to shag was you emma ,remember when you came round my house for the first time and you asked how many girls I shagged on my bed and I said I don't shag them unless their special and you were the only person I shagged on my bed because you were special to me , don't you see that Emma ? " he says

" just stop " I say I didn't want him to carry on ,it made me miss him more and more .

" Emma I'm not gonna stop untill you know how much you mean to me, I am gonna fight for you back untill I have you again " he says

" stop ! " I say crying

" I love you shorty " he says

" Luke stop ! " I say again

" your my other half Emma ! " he says

" LUKE STOP! " I shout , I couldn't take no more .

" I'm gonna go " he says

" no " I say

" what ? " he says

" don't go " I say not looking at him

" but ... " he says confused

" please ,I just want to talk to you Luke just please " I didn't know what I was doing ,I just wanted to talk and talk to him ,hearing his voice made me carm and I just wanted him to ... Talk ...

He sits on the bed again and stays quiet

" Luke , I still love you " I say

" you do ? " he says as his eyes widened

" off course I do Luke " I say closing my eyes

" please just let me hugg you or anything " he beggs

I don't say anything I just open my arms .

He jumps into my arms and pushes me down on the bed . I hugg him tightly , gosh i miss this boy .

" please let me have you back " he says

" your gonna have to work for me , I mean that Aston boy is pretty hot " I laugh

" Aston , he's ugly I mean wouldn't you rather have me " he says hugging me tightly

He pulls me up so I am sitting on his lap . he placed his hand on my head on pulls it down to his chest ,resting my head on him .

He holds my hand and I hold his ! Hes ment to be working for me !...

" know body knows how much I want to kiss you right now " he says

" work for it " I say playing with his fingers

" once I get you back , God knows what I'm gonna do with you " he says smirking

" Luke " I laugh

" its true " he says

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I finnaly wake up and I feel refreshed , I am spending the day with Aston today seeing as he wanted to .

I get out of bed and get changed into my skinny black jeans , my crop top and my timberlands that James got me . I put my jewellery on and I text Aston .