Messages [Harry]

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Dramatic chapter here, sorry...

Harry:
I'm not quite sure what to say to you.
When you said you had something to talk to me about, I REALLY didn't think it would be something as shit as this!

Amanda:
Harry, I'm sorry! I'm only trying to do the right thing and I know, deep down, that you know it's the right move to make.

Harry:
You can't break up with me, Amanda.
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I love you too much and I can't lose you.
Not now, of all times. Not when we're SO close to maybe winning this thing!

Amanda:
Harry, I love you, I do, but this is for the best.

Harry:
How the hell is it for the best?!

Amanda:
Stop getting mad and fucking LISTEN to me, alright?!
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I love you, I love you SO fucking much and it hurts me just as much that things have to be called off.

Harry:
Things do NOT have to be called off.

Amanda:
Listen to me!
You are on The X Factor, a show that gives those who loves to sing, the chance to become recording artists. You know what happens in the life of a recording artist, Harry? They travel, they tour the world, they make music, go to studios, go to gigs, perform on TV shows, make music videos... 
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I will NOT be the reason that holds you back in any way of that.
You have dreamed of this for years and I don't want to hold you back in any way.

Harry:
But you won't hold me back!
You're the reason I've had the confidence to go this far! 

Amanda:
Harry, if we continue you date, it could be bad for both of us. You'll be away doing your dream job and thinking maybe you should make more time for me. That could lead to a downfall for your band. 
Then, I'll be at home, sick of the distance between us while you're away making music. 
We'll both love each other but there won't be any TIME for each other.
I don't want that to happen.
I love you.
You love me.
We both know it and we both know I am doing the right thing, even if you don't want to admit it.
I want you to focus on your career.

Harry:
But I love you!
I don't want to be with anyone else!

Amanda:
Then don't be!
If you don't want to be with anyone else, just don't be. But I can't stay here, at home, not knowing when you'll be coming back to see us.

Harry:
So, if this was what you've been meaning to tell me, why continue telling me you love me, you're proud of us and such?

Amanda:
Because it's the truth; I DO love you and I AM proud of you!

Harry:
No.
No, no, no.
We can't end things like this.
Not like this...
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Amanda:
Harry...

Harry:
I hate to admit it but I know to some extent that you're right.
You're always right, aha.
I just don't want to be me if I can't be me with you...

Amanda:
I don't want to be without you either, Harry.
I just can't handle the thought of a relationship being a possible ruin for your career.

Harry:
Bullshit.
I love you and I don't want this to happen.

Amanda:
It's because you love me that I have to do this.

Harry:
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Why can't this be another time?
Why are you breaking my heart now? :'(

Amanda:
Why are YOU breaking mine?
I feel like the bad guy but this is right, Harry.
You said so yourself.

Harry:
Wow.
Now I feel like shit, I'm sorry.
I was a bit harsh but...
You can't imagine how badly timed this is...

Amanda:
I couldn't tell you over the phone...

Harry:
Yeah, I know that and I understand that.
It's just a kind of shock.
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You said the outcome of your new would be pretty good.
Please explain how both of us being miserable is 'pretty good' Amanda.

Amanda:
Your career.
That is the outcome and it's going to be the best career ever.

Ah, cue thy tears.

Clue 9: It has something to do with the end of the story.

Cazza