The fall (an austin mahone fanfiction)

12. The fall breakeven

Okay so I love you all =^.^= <3 Kenzie



P.s so this chapter is dedicated to @steph2fresh
^dont take this offensively but your username makes me think of subway. Eat fresh! Haha see what I did there? Haha yeah? Yeah? No? Just me? Okay. .-.


Edited 7/14/13






Song of the chapter: break even by the script






I ran all the way to Josh's house tears falling freely out of my eyes. I got there and knocked on the door. Josh and Ashley answered.
"What the fuck do you want whore?" Ashley spat in my face. I looked at Josh .in confusion.
"Sorry mackenzie Ashley wants me. You need to leave." I punched him in the stomach and ran all the way back home crying my eyes out. I Burst through the front door and into my room screaming. I picked up all of Austin's cloths and threw them around the room screaming why? Why me? I picked up the austin bear and threw it into the wall. Sitting on my bed the only thing that came to my mind was the song breakeven by the script.



"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while he got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

His best days will be some of my worst
he finally met a girl that's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake, he has no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while he got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no, it don't break even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no"

Once I finished and the tears didn't fall anymore I heard clapping from behind me. Startled I turned around to find Robert.
"I heard what happened and I wanted to make sure you were okay... Your an amazing singer your know that right?" He said walking towards me and sitting down next to me. "You should make a YouTube account!" He suddenly screamed.
"No I'm not that good and dude inside voice."
"Never!" He screamed then become suddenly serious "c'mon your pretty good. Just do it for fun." he got up and walked to my laptop.
"Robbie!" I whinnied.
"Kenzie!" He mimicked my tone. "Okay so how about your username is mackenzie is in love with Robert and your password is Robert is sexy."
I laughed. "What? I'm just staying the facts."
"That's the biggest load of bullshit since larry!"
"Larry?"
"Never mind directioner thing."
"Okay then."
"The username should be kenzie directioner and ill put in the password loser."
"Haha okay." Robert laughed getting out of the seat and letting me sit down. I typed in my username and password. Clicking accept my account was made. I clicked the record button and sang the first song that came to mind. Uncover by Zara larrson (Authors note: Search up Zara larrson uncover lyrics the first one with her singing in the booth and the lyrics on top. It's kind of how I imagined this scene >.<)
Once I was finished I clicked upload and watched my first video be posted. I just know I'm not going to get any views.