The green eyed girl

Chapter 6 - My worst nightmare

The next morning we all get woken up by my alarm, the fucking thing!  But I had to set it, everyone has gotta get the train back to Plymouth and Connie needs to get back to Lincolnshire. I miss them all so much, they are the bestest friends anyone could have. I'm closest with Amy E and Connie though. They know every little thing about me, my ups and my downs. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be where I am. Amy I have known for about 3 years, when I was at my lowest point and she really helped me so much. I've known Connie a couple of weeks. It's weird, I find it hard to trust but with Amy E, Connie and Jess I find it so easy. Anyway, we all get up, get dressed and eat breakfast. By this time we only have 15 minutes left together. They all really are like my sisters and I miss them all so much living up in London. It always takes us ages to say goodbye so we take all the bags downstairs and start to say our goodbye's. I hate saying goodbye. We were all crying, all 10 of us. We are just as bad as each other but in fairness, I don't know when I'm gonna see them all again. After about 30 minutes of saying goodbye, giving hugs and everyone giving everyone their number they left. I was still crying and I walked upstairs feeling sorry for myself wit Jess not far behind. "Babe, I'm just gonna go toilet and then I will come give you a hug, okay?" I just nod my head yes.

I sit in the floor with my phone scrolling through Facebook as I do until I find myself doing something I haven't in years. I don't know why I did it but I did. I decided to look on my Dad's Facebook. He looks just as terrifying as I remember. Hang on what's this? Oh fuck, that couldn't be about me, could it? He's probably forgot about me, but what if he hasn't? 'Updated 21 minutes ago: "Live every day as your last as for one day you are for sure to be true. I know you will look at this, your my flesh and blood. See you soon baby girl, very soon."' What the fuck! I can't hold back the tears, they are streaming down my face, I'm shaking so bad, I feel so sick, weak and vulnerable. Jess comes in without me realising and holds me tightly before taking the phone out of my hand and reading the page. "It's him Jess, he's my Dad." With this I erupt into tears. So much is going through my head at a million times per second. I can't stop shaking and crying. Jess is just holding me, rocking me back and forth. All of a sudden I hear a car pull up outside "Jess stay low and do not move get up 999, I just got a feeling it's him." Jess does as I say. I crawl over to the window, I was right, it's him. He's on the phone. Suddenly mine starts ringing, by this time Jess is already on the phone to the police. It's come up unknown number so I answer it, hoping, praying it's just some dude trynna sell shit but boy was I wrong... "Hello princess, it's so nice to see you again. Yes I saw you at the window. I hope your whore of a mother is safe and not home because I've just sent my good friend Phil in. Don't worry, he's not gonna hurt you, that's my job. He's just gonna kill your mum instead." With this he starts laughing, Jess can hear the whole conversation. *BANG* "Looks like that stupid bitch wasn't safe after all. Well now if you believe in God, you best pray he looks after her. I hope your looking nice, it's my turn to come in..." "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING KEN?! WHY HAVE YOU KILLED MY MUM? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?! JUST FUCK OFF AND GO DIE IN A WHOLE!" "You got your Daddy's temper N..." "I'M NOTHING LIKE YOU, YOU BASTARD AND YOU ARE NOT MY DAD!" "Enough chatter over the phone, time to come put an end to yours and your girlfriends life." With that the line goes dead. "Jess get out of her, NOW! He can't hurt you! Get out the window and go home. I will not let him get to you! Just always remember, no matter what happens, I love you more than anything!" I kiss her passionately and the last thing she says is I love you to babe." I practically push her out the window, she's crying so bad, I hate seeing her like this. My door swings open, he's here.

"Hello my little girl." "I'm not you little girl! Why are you here Ken? Come to finish the job you started when I was kid, hey? Come to fucking kill me? Fulfil your goal?" "Yeah something like that, your a useless stupid little scum bag who is worthless and has nothing to live for! Your ugly as fuck and no one cares about you!" These words hurt, I believe them though, it's true. "But why are you here, today of all days?" "I thought it would be a good day for you to die on, a day after your birthday an all." With this he pulls out a sharp, long knife and starts smiling that evil smile. "Please, no ken. I've got a girlfriend who I love, I have dreams, I'm only 16, I..." It was too late, I couldn't persuade him. He stabbed the knife right through my chest. The last things I heard were sirens then everything went black and silent...

Jessie's POV

I saw the police turn up and ambulance, they ran inside. They bring out Keat's mum, she's gone. Followed by that Phil man who killed her. They have taken the gun off him but he looks pleased with himself. There he is, Keat's dad is being lead out. I run outside. "Your a dirty, twisted fucking man ken! Where is my girlfriend?!" He does nothing but laugh, I was just about to start screaming at him again until I saw her. She's on a stretcher with leads and stuff coming out of her. "What's happened to her? PLEASE! SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND!" An ambulance member comes over and says "She's been stabbed right through her chest, is there anyone we can get?" He what? He stabbed her? I erupt into tears whilst trying to speak. "I... I'm all... She... She's got up here... Everyone else is in Plymouth. Can... Can I go with her?" The woman nod's and I run into the ambulance van taking hold of her hand kissing it and whispering 'I love you baby, stay with me, I can't and won't lose you.'

(2 DAYS LATER)

I haven't left Keat's bedside once. I have been crying so much my tear ducts have tried up, I haven't slept or ate. The nurses have been making me drink water but that's it. I have made a song up which I keep singing to her, I call it Big White Room. "Sit in a big, white room alone, Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down, Close my eyes to see in the darkI feel young, broken, so, so scared..." I get to the second chorus and the constant beeping stops and turns into one loud, long beep. The lines gone flat! Doctors and Nurses are running in, I've been pushed out of the way. "WE HAVE A CASE OF CARDIAC ARREST" On of the doctors shout! "NO BABY! STAY WITH ME! I LOVE YOU! I WON'T LOSE YOU!" I hear a nurse "1, 2, 3... 1, 2, 3... 1, 2 ,3... 1, 2, 3..." She stops and I look up. Another doctor says "Time of death... 1:57pm." What...?