Loving the Hottie-Piloto (Completed) 9

Chapter 29.

Nagkita...

"Kinakabahan Ako sa susunod na sasabihin mo. -mahinang wika Niya Kay lady Marie na nawala Ang ngiti

"It was the most powerful words he made that make me feel down, like nothing and broken. -mahinang tugon din ni lady Marie

"S-sino? Ang may gawa nun sayo? -takang tanong Niya

"Dwaine. Mas masakit kesa dun sa pagta-taboy, pagmu-mura, pag ba-balewala, pag tu-turn down sa akin ni blade noon, double double Ang sakit in return.

"Bakit Anong nangyari?

"It had to have decision and has to choose one, it was the most difficult time of my life. Graduation ball namin yon, when Dwaine's back he asked for blade's approval Kung pwede siya Ang maghatid at mag sunod sa akin sa ball while blade will wait me sa venue  and be my partner.

"Si blade Ang naging partner mo Hindi si Dwaine?

"Yes. At first nung Wala pa si Dwaine I always thought of blade would be my partner but when Dwaine came mas gumulo and I never had the chance to choose. It just happened na si blade agad since nawala ng isang buwan si Dwaine.

"Pumayag si blade sa gusto ni dwaine?

"At first hinde but when I told him na si Dwaine Ang bumili ng gown ko at nag shoulder ng make up ko ay Wala siyang nagawa kundi pumayag na lang kahit labag sa kalooban Niya.

"Tangina, kinikilig Ako Kay dwaine.

"Mas lalo Ako. He's very caring and he always makes sure that he can give and get right away what I want and need without me asking him. Yung araw ng ball, that's what I thought the right day to choose. It was in my mind and heart the name whom I chose, but I wasn't able to said so Dahil naunahan Ako ni dwaine.

"Saan? Tinanong ka Niya?

"He let me go then I broke.

"Sino ba Ang talagang piliin mo sana?

"Undecided pa Ako nun, I'm just trying to calm myself para less gulo. Alam na Ng puso't isip ko Kung sino Kasi Hindi ko pa nasabi at natimbre. I was more hurt when Dwaine said that he's letting me go which in the first place it was blade who really owns me that I'm into blade but Dwaine didn't know na what he is saying is the opposite of what I'm feeling. I was crying in hell and trying to fight the urge of wanting to tell Dwaine that moment but he don't like to listen, he don't like me to talk and if I did he said he's gonna get mad at me for like whole of his life.

"Talagang ni-let go ka Niya? -Hindi makapaniwalang wika Niya

"Yes. He did. Nang dumating kame sa venue ng ball ayaw gumalaw ng paa ko para bumaba. God knows how much I wanted to stay inside the car and be with him but he pushed me out because he knows that blade is waiting for me. I really never wanted to get down but he shouted na siyang ikinataranta Kong bumaba.

"Amputa. Bakit ka nagpayanig sa Sigaw Niya? Kaya mo namang labanan---

"I can't. Iniisip ko din na hinihintay Ako ni blade sa loob, kahit labag man sa akin ay bumaba Ako. Dumating Ako sa ball ng walang gana, siya Ang make up ko, gulong gulo Ang utak ko at iyak ng iyak. Nang makita Ako ni blade ay nataranta siya at Galit na galit but Ursula rescued me and brought me inside the powder room, dun ko binuhos uli Ang nararamdaman ko. Inayos uli Ako ni ursula at bumalik sa Kung saan si blade at Ang partner ni ursula, Pero nawalan talaga Ako ng gana to have fun despite that blade is my partner.

"Anong Sinabi ni blade?

"Napansin Niya iyon at tinanong sa akin, I can't speak. Hindi ko Alam Kung Ano Ang sasabihin ko Dahil na realized ko na at Alam na Alam ko na Kung sino Ang talagang mahal ko. Blade was fuming mad, nasasaktan Ako sa higpit ng Hawak Niya sa akin, habang sumasayaw kame my mind is outside---sa parking lot Kung saan naghihintay si Dwaine sa akin.

"Si Dwaine Ang mahal mo.

"Yes, si Dwaine. Which I never expect too, Kasi si blade Ang lagi Kong bukambibig na mahal ko. Nang Hindi ko masagot Ang tanong ni blade Kung mahal ko n ba si Dwaine ay kumawala Ako sa pagka-kahawak Niya sa akin, I ran out as fast as I can but blade is fast and strong he caught me. He strangled me and trying to rape me--- he was angry, devastated and hurt.

"K-Kaya ba nakulong si blade?

"Three days siya nakulong, mind me--- the rape thingy? Nothing happened Kasi agad na dumating si Dwaine at pinagsu-suntok si blade.

"Wow. -speechless niyang saad

"I was hospitalized and overslept. After what happened Dwaine didn't show up and so was blade. Ang lungkot nga Kasi naiwan Ako sa ere.

"Anong nangyari Kay Dwaine?

"He went out the country---canada. He's a famous chef and part time model ng isang sikat na underwear, he stayed there long and we don't have any communication at all. After ng graduation, on the way Ako sa party ni ursula nagpakita saken si blade and it's unexpected. Akala ko saktan Niya ako but I was wrong Kasi he apologized for what he did, he also tell me na pa-Canada siya to continue on what he really likes to be. He changed but I was the one who asked apology backed because it's never his fault, everything was my fault. I push his limits, I hurt him Kaya maling Mali nang Sinabi Niya sa iyo na sinaktan Niya Ako.

"Baka iniisip Niya yung muntik ka na niyang pagsamantalahin?

"Baka. But it's never really his fault, it was mine the whole time. He changed not because of me or what happened but because he want to changed for the better and really wanted to be a pilot. It's been like 6 years that blade and I didn't meet, nung last three days lang na muli kameng nagkita nung hijacked yung eroplano na sinakyan ko from hawaii. I was with Ursula having the time of our life.

"Si Dwaine, Anong nangyari sa kanya?

"It took five months or so before he showed up to me, sa tagaytay pa. Ursula and i was there for moving on, para kalimutan Ang nangyari though it's not easy. Nagpakita si Dwaine sa akin dun Kung saan handa na akong kalimutan siya kahit masakit but turned out that it was the start of our forever.