The next day
"Do you guys really have to go" I say. Hugging Naruto and Sakura.
They nod.
I give them a toothy smile and they all froze.
"What's wrong" I ask.
"Your...your....your the girl from yesterday, when we killed Sasori, your dad" Sakura said with fear.
I stand there in fear.
"Wait, your Sasori's daughter" Kankuro questions.
I nod in shame.
"Your not welcome here" he said.
"But where will I go, you guys killed my dad, and I don't know where to find my dad" I said. Trying not to have an out burst.
"I don't care where you go, just leave" he says.
"Why do you treat me like a monster! Huh?! I didn't ask for this! One minute your nice to me, the next your my enemy! Are you just pretending to care! That's why I went to find my dad! To find someone who cares! To find happiness! But no! You took all of that away from me! I didn't ask to be born! So why do you act like its my fault!" I yell.
I run out of the room and lock myself in the room I'm currently staying in.
WARNING: THIS PART CONTAINS SELF HARM, IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT, SKIP NOW!
I break the window and take a piece of glass and cut my arm.
1 for how worthless I am
3 for how ugly I am
5 for how I'm not wanted
20 because no one loves me.
I hear a knock on the door. I quickly bend the glass back together and put it back in place.
"Irika unlock the door" I hear Gaara say.
"You'll see something you don't wanna see" I said.
"Are you naked" he asks.
"No" I said.
"The let me in" he yelled.
I unlock the door to see him and Kankuro at the door. Their eyes soften when they see my arms.
"Irika I'm so so--"
"Save it Kankuro!" I yelled.
"I'm tired of your lies, stop trying to make me feel better" I yell.
"Irika stop" Gaara yells.
I feel sand wrap around me.
I just give up.
"Why" he asks.
"Because, I'm not loved, I'm fat, I'm ugly, and I'm worthless" I said.
"Irika, did you forget what I told you before I left, I love you with all my heart, and I think your beautiful" Gaara said.
I shake my head.
"I can't believe your lies, now can I please go find me and Pein a place to say" I told him.
He lets me go.
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Only For Myself
FanfictionIrika Uchiha has a horrible past with the sand village that she wants to be erased. But when Gaara himself comes to take the Chunin exams, will her past repeat itself? WARNING: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO!!!! I only own this things I create in this book.
