The Flashback [BxB] (COMPLETED)

7.Party, call and be heartbroken

AN. This is the song Kam sings at the party. Yes, that is his voice. And yes, he is hot even without makeup.

Enjoy :*

Why am I so stupid? (AN. The question I ask myself every day *cough* anyway... Continue reading)

What came over me? I mean... I kissed my best friend! And now he ran away!

I don't even like him, do I? Ugh! I need to know why am I feeling like this!

I feel the familiar feeling and , this time, I let the blackness sorrow me. I lay on the bed and close my eyes....maybe I'll figure out something that'll help me sort out my feelings.

I opened my eyes and I saw a lot of people in my house. A party? I guess I'm pretty good at parties...I mean...the people seem to have fun.

Just like the last time, I don't have any control over my body and I just hope that I won't do anything stupid.

A karaoke contest started and I watched the people trying to sing. I repeat trying. I laugh at them and shout "Let me try!"

"No! You'll win like every time and Luke will surely be better than me and I don't want to be on the 3rd place again!" Sam screamed.

"Oh, shut up!" I laughed.

I picked a song and started singing.

~Growing strong, the voice of my father said
"Don't give up, don't be forgotten"
This hell on earth, I just want to run away
They told me dreams don't grow from here
Stay alone, count your fears
Somewhere down the line I might figure it out

Singin' all my songs to bedroom mirrors
Deep inside my heart I'm still here

We're always runnin' away and we don't even stop to think about it
The world's in our hands yeah
They don't need to understand
We do it our own way, no matter what they try to say about it
We've got our own plans yeah
They don't need to understand

They don't need to understand

What made me tough almost killed me
At least that's how I remember the story
Over the years I've forgotten how it was
But I survived and I won't walk down
The same old road that they all followed
It only leads to a life not meant for me

Singin' all my songs to bedroom mirrors
Deep inside my heart I'm still here

We're always runnin' away and we don't even stop to think about it
The world's in our hands yeah
They don't need to understand
We do it our own way, no matter what they try to say about it
We've got our own plans yeah
They don't need to understand

Streets in my hometown seem strange now
They feel like a distant memory
I'm always fighting 'cause I know you're trying
But you can never take this dream from me

We're always runnin' away and we don't even stop to think about it
The world's in our hands yeah
They don't need to understand
We do it our own way, no matter what they try to say about it
We've got our own plans yeah
They don't need to understand