Smoke In The Rain

Neal, Neal Caffery

JJ's POV
"Hi I'm Jennifer," I say half drunk.
"Neal, Neal Caffery!" He smirks.
I decided to stop reminiscing on Spencer and go out for a couple drinks alone.
Anyways, I saw this cute guy with nice blue eyes, slicked back medium length hair, and the sharpest jawline ever!
"So, Neal, what do you do for a living?" I ask.
"I am a con man! I stole millions of dollars worth of art and now I work for the FBI!" He smiles while leaning into the bar counter.
"A con man working for the FBI, cute!" I laugh.
"Cute? Cute? Your calling me cute?" He jokes.
"I guess I am!" I tease.
"Okay. What do you do for a living, Jennifer?"
"I, work for the FBI actually."
"Really, you? A beautiful blonde woman like you, taking down criminals? Your kidding right?" He laughs.
"I am not."
"Show me your badge then!" He smirks.
I reach into my pocket and pull out my badge and show him my ID card.
"Fine, fine. Which department do you work at?" Neal asks.
"Quantico's profiling unit. What about you?" I ask.
"Same place!" He says.
"Well then, I guess it wouldn't hurt to have a fellow co-worker over for a little bit would it?" I ask.
"I wouldn't think so!" He replies before holding his arm put for me to take.
"Let's go!" I giggle.
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"Beer or wine?" I ask from the kitchen.
"Wine please." He answers from the living room.
"Wow I never pictured you as a wine man!" I joke.
"There are many mysteries about me Miss. Jareau!" He declares with a smile.
"I see!"
"So tell me about your self Jennifer." He says asking the glass of wine from my hand.
"Well I grew up in a small town in the country and then I moved here after about 20 years of being there!" I smirk.
"Wow so much detail!" He jokes.
"I like to keep it quick and simple Mr Caffery!"
"Your turn!" I say taking a seat beside him.
"Well I grew up in witness protection because my dad had allegedly murdered a fellow cop. My mom was out of it most of the time so my dads partner, Ellen, took care of me. I then ran away when I was 18 and never looked back. I haven't heard from either of my parents since and I barely talk to Ellen, and when I do, it's always a risk. So I run for a living and the only friend I still have is Mozzy."
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"Ok, ok! Why did you move here Neal?" I laugh.
"Well where I was before, I had nothing so I decided for a new start. So then I moved here." He smiles.
"Alright." I respond.
"Jennifer, I have a question?" He asks.
"Yes," I say.
"Would it be so wrong if I kissed you right now?" He asks before looking down.
It takes me a minute to process what he just said but finally I answer with a simple,"No."
He lightly smiles and he then leans in with those beautiful blue eyes and looks at my lips before gently placing his on mine.
I can feel like sparks fly. It's like a fire that was dying out then it had something amazing put on it and it exploded with sparks.
I'm not gonna lie. His kissing skills are 100/10. It's like our lips were made for each other.
After a few seconds he pulls away and rests his forehead on mine.
"I-I'm sorry that wasn't right." He says.
"No, no! It was right but.." I trail off.
"But what Jennifer?" He questions.
"But I have to tell you something." I tell him and begin to play with my fingers.
I tell him everything; from the day me and spencer met, to yesterday morning when we fought.
"Are you still I love with him?" Neal asks quietly.
"Yes-No-I don't know!" I begin to choke up.
"Jenn-"
"Call me JJ."
"JJ, if you still love him I get it. My girlfriend was blown up on a jet right in front of me! I am still, to this day, in love with her. I just thought that maybe I found someone but if you decide to choose him, please don't forget about me. I may have only known you for a few hours, but I already care about you, a lot." He begins to stand up, retrieving his coat when he looks back at me,"Please don't forget about me." And he walks through the door before I can respond.
Why do I always mess things up? I almost forgot about him, but nope! I just had to tell him! I really do like Neal, but there's always Spencer to think about. 
Two great men, and I want them both to be in my life, but is it possible?
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Hey guys!! Really short and bad update but I thought I should give you something. I promise, I'm trying really hard to update regularly but it's hard. I'm also trying to make my writing interesting for you guys. Just to let you guys know, Neal Caffery is a 😍HOT🔥 guy from a show called White Collar, that I'm currently obsessed with, and he is also the man in the picture. Neal is played by Matt Bomer (it sucks cause he's gay in real life, I was hoping I could marry him, but...oh well!) hahaha anyways I'll work on an update but no promises cause I have a history test that I need to study for (yuck). Anyways; have a great day, and I'll try to make the next update better next time!