Growing Knowledge - Ace

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Growing Knowledge

Ace

Ace,

I hope that

life is okay there

at home for you. You’re

not still getting hit are you?

Okay, maybe that’s a stupid question.

Of course you’re probably still being beaten by

Mom’s men. They’re always so careless. I still have so

many bruises from their little beat-downs they gave me for

looking like I do. I definitely know how it feels to be hit by those

worthless men. It must be harder for you, since I’m not there to take half

of the beatings. Really, I’m starting to regret leaving you alone there to face them.

I should have stayed with you, Ace....or you should’ve come with me. Right now, where I am

I feel safe even though the hotel is run down, and I’m running out of money. I’m stealing safety.

Love,

Jack Sterling

He’s right. He’s totally

and completely right about

it all. Jack is learning things where he

is, even if it is some unknown place to me.

He’s safe, that’s all that matters to me. Maybe,

though, I should’ve gone with him. Maybe then I

wouldn’t have to endure all this pain Momma’s lovers

are causing me. I mean, none of them have had sex with me,

but all of them have taken their sweet time when it comes to beating

me. Maybe they get sexual gratification out of hurting me since they can’t

hurt my Momma. I think, sometimes, Momma has no soul at all. She doesn’t

seem to notice all the bruises and scars on my skin. She doesn’t seem to notice at all

if I cry from the terrible pain it causes me. Jack was right, Momma doesn’t care about us at

all. I must stop seeing the good in people when there isn’t any to see. My knowledge is growing.

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