Being A Single Father And A Rapper Can Be Hell On A Nigga I Swear. I Can't Take My Son Everywhere I Go Because I Don't Wanna Put Him In Danger. My Son BJ Means Everything To Me He's Two. His Mom Passed Away Giving Birth To Him. So I Gotta Find A Nan...
BJ Was Gone Over My Moma House So It Was Just Kanise And I There. I Still Have Those Feelings For Her So I Decided To Take Her On A Date Or Just Out Period.
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We got in my car and was on our way to the LIL walk thing. Kanise is a amazing person in and out she's gorgeous. So Everything Was Going Great between Us too.
When we got back to my house we was chilling one thing lead to another I kissed her again and then we ended up laying beside Eachother in my bed.
Kanise 💕
The Next Morning I Woke Laying Next To Bibby. We Didn't Wrap Up I Jump Out His Bed And Put On My Clothes. He Got Up And Whipped His Eyes, " What's Wrong " " We Didn't Wrap Up I've Been Her For What 4 Months Bibby And We Just Did It What If I Get Pregnant? " " why you worried about that Huh? Acting like Ima bail out on you? " " how I know you not? Bibby you a rapper you gone go on tours god only know what you'll do while I'm not around. " I said. " if you pregnant you not killing my baby " " I never said I was " " why you tripping Kanise " " because Bibby what about BJ? " " what about BJ he already call you mommy so what's the big deal? " " the big deal is that we just did that and I might be pregnant by you and we not even a couple Bibby I'm your babysitter, what do you think the media is going to say? " " Fym what the media I don't give a rats Ass about what the media gone say Shit Fuck the media. " " you saying Fuck the media Now but Just wait til they say some " " you worried about the wrong thing man you worried about Somw dumb Ass social media " " Bibby I'm only 19 years old you 21 " " okay and I'm grown Tf do that mean " " it means nothing " " you so Fucking in denial man, that's the problem I love you man." "I Love you too Bibby but I'm scared " " why? " " I don't wanna end up like your first baby mom" " you not " Bibby grabbed me and kissed my forehead he held me as I cried. Truth be told I'm scared as hell I'm not ready for a baby I promise I'm Not ready at all.. It's okay for me to a mother to BJ but my own. I Just can't what will I tell my parents and Bestfriends. I Just can't at all im just scared. I went to my car and smoked a couple of blunts and then I went home ate something and got in my bed and cried myself to sleep because this is too much to handle.
Short but good. I really didn't know what to write. Leave your thoughts and vote you guys.
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