((COMPLETE!)) What Am I To You? || Namjoon FF

Chapter 18: bye seoul

(1year later)
After the day bangtan told me they didn't out station or esle, it's been 1 year. The last we meet. Then I don't bumped with them. maybe busy with their comeback schedule.

I heard someone ringing the bell house downstairs. I run to check, I see Hyuna and Namjoon. *What? But why? I'm already move on. *

I invites them into my house, they sit on the sofa. I go to kitchen, with Hyuna. Namjoon left alone in living room. "Yah!what is this Hyuna?'' I ask. "I don't know. He said he really want to meet you. So he bring me along with him" she explain. I sighed. "Don't mad. Its him not me. Go and kill him. Not me" he begging. Well Im not saying I will kill someone, he just automatic act like that.

I bring lemonade juice for Namjoon. He smiling as soon he see me. Oh God, how I miss that smile. I really miss him so bad, but.....
"Hyuna, we need private time" he told Hyuna. "Babe, go to my room" I told her. She nodded and Bring catleena with her.

We face to face, I can't stop staring into his eyes, all hate that I said to him before, already gone.
"Chae...." he crack the silent atmosphere. "Yes...." I answer.
he take my hand. I just miss our old memory. It still warm like before. I want to cry but I hold it. I seriously miss him, miss he hug me, miss his laugh, miss his smile, dimples and everything. "Chae... do you still love me?" He ask. "W...why?" I said. "Just answer that. Yes or no?" . "Of course yes." I look down, to hide my teary eyes. He let my hand go. He touch my cheek, "look at me, .... I'm sorry. 1 year ago, I let you go. I couldn't be a good guy who can protect you." He said. I shake my head. "No, you're perfect. You protect me well. Its my fault. Its me who creat this problem and we have to face that situation ". I cracking. He just sigh. Man, 1 year.... 1 year I didn't meet him, he look Super goddamn hot. "I'm here..... to..... *he look uneasy, look like try to find word to say but he can't* you... me.... back again" he said.
I'm thinking real hard, accept or nah? But it won't be easy like past Namjoon, I monologue.

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Every Sunday, I will check our mail box. Thats a lot of letter from nowhere. I check one by one, and I found a letter with my name on it, Lee Chaelin. Oh, it's from Australia. I run to my room, open the letter real fast .

I got my prospectus from Australia culinary camp! "I got it! Mom!" I shouted. Even my mom not here, she in Hong Kong visiting her friend house. I feel like crying. "Dem boi I got it I got it! My dream finally come true. Thank you God" I shouted. I told Hyuna to come at my house at 2:00pm and I'm so excited tell this happy news.

Door bell is ringing, yes Hyuna wasseo! I open the door, she look confuse. "Why you smiling like that?" She ask. "Hyuna!" I hug her. "I got my prospectus from America culinary camp Hyuna, my dream come true!" . I said. She shouted "babe?! Seriously? I'm happy for you! Let me see the prospectus." He ask. "Come get it, I'll show you" I said. He nodded.

I show her my prospectus, done scanning every detail, he congratulate me again. But her face reaction change suddenly. So I ask why. "If you go, I'm alone here" he said. My mood falling down, "ah,hyuna-ah, don't say that. I'm still Chaelin your best friend. I will not forget you". I said. She smiling "promise?" She said. "Yes promise" we do the pinky promise. "When will you fly there? " she ask. "Tomorrow" I said. "Eh?! Why so sudden? Noooooo" she said. I admit I'm sad she acting like baby, I never leave her alone. I know her when we was 5 and now we 20. and I only have her as my best friend. 2005 and still counting. But I have to go to achieve my goals.

(Night)
I pack all my stuff to fly tomorrow morning. Lets start new book.

(Morning=the day)
Now I'm at incheon airport With Hyuna. She just can't her sad face. And I can't deal with that. "Hyuna ah, please don't do that face. I promise I'll be back" I said. She start to crying. Ahh, aigo our Hyuna is such a baby. "Noooo" she said. I just smiling. "Look, I'm okay, you go Japan 4 years ago. Be strong" I said. "This is the most sad then break up" she spoke. I laughing. Talk about break up, where Namjoon now? After he said he want me back, I can't see his face anywhere.

"Hey, stop crying. Hyuna, where's Namjoon now?" I ask. She just stay still not talking and don't give any reaction just a dumb face. "Hey! I'm talking!" I shout cutely. "Ah, molla" she spoke. Ahhh, something fishy. . Why Hyuna like this? *ting!* "passenger of koreaboeing 1306 please enter the flight now. we will depart at 9:30am. Thank you".

Hyuna look at my face, "babe, take care*hug me* don't be notty I wasn't there." She said. "Yes ma'am! Ill be back soon. " I said. I get up, ready to go.

(In flight)

I look down, thinking about my mom, Hyuna, catleena, my bedroom, and Namjoon. Trying to close my eyes, but I can't. Still thinking about reaction that Hyuna make after I ask about Namjoon. What happen? I miss him. I can't deny anymore. Its really hurting me thinking about him. I just want him to hug me. Where is he now?