forever his | redvacktor

epilouge

It's been 6 years after y/n's death

I tried to kill myself when the twins were still in the hospital, but Alesa caught me

I can't live without her

They were now 6 and I was taking them to meet their mother

"Daddy, where are we going?" Anabella asked as we were walking through the cemetery

"We're going to see mommy" I replied softly, trying not to cry

They got excited and I smiled seeing their smiles

"Say hi to mom" I whispered as we got up to her grave

"Where is she?" Brandon asked, looking up to me

"She's in there" I said, pointing to the ground where she lays

"Well we need to get her out!" Ana exclaimed, kneeling down and digging the dirt

"No sweetie" I said, picking her up and cleaning her off "remember when I told you guys about heaven?" I asked kneeling to their height

They nodded

"Mommy isn't in heaven isn't she?" Ana said, they both covered their tiny mouths

"But you have to remember that she's always watching over you and she loves you very much" I replied, hugging them both

"Was mommy pretty?" Brandon asked, lifting his head from my shoulder with tear stained cheeks

"She was very beautiful" I replied, wiping his face

We stood at her gravestone for a little longer until it was time for Brandon's soccer game

"Bye mommy" the twins said in unison, blowing a kiss towards her

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"How'd it go?" Adam asked as I sat in the foldable chair at the game

"It went better than I thought" I replied, kissing the top of Ana's head

He gave me a small smile before we turned our attention to the game starting

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"Do you think mommy was watching?" Brandon asked as I was tucking him into bed

"I know mommy was watching" I replied, kissing his forehead

"Did you love mommy?" Ana asked from her bed

"I love her very much" I said, going over to her side and tucking her in as well

"Good night daddy" they said

"Good night my loves" I replied, turning the light off and shutting the door

I walked over to my room and laid on the bed

"I love you" I whispered to the picture of y/n and I in arizona before I drifted off into sleep

"I love you more"

AN
it's over:((