Haii my loves. So I need to say something. I've been really sad, and the worst part is, I don't know why. Like sad songs and Netflix have been my best friend for too long. In my Jacob Sartorius book, I said how Willow has a box of sticky notes that she writes when she is sad. Well I got that from my real life. I have one of those boxes. And I wrote: What if I had one more night for goodbye. I feel like this is my life saying. Because so many people have left me, and I feel like I didn't really have a chance to say goodbye. I know it is a song lyric but I mean it tells a story. It tells my story. My best friend Brooklyn left and even though I knew it was coming, I wasn't ready when it actually did. My brother left for the air force and even though I knew it was coming, it hit me soooo hard. I feel like I have said too many last goodbyes. I honestly hate saying goodbye. But every night, I ask myself: What if I had one more night for goodbye? What if I could go back and see Brooklyn and tell her everything I wanted to tell her. Thank her for being my best friend. What if I could see my bother before he walks out the door for the last time and hold him and make him promise he will be safe and that he will come back. What if I could go see lexi_rowland14 and tell her that she has made my life soooo mch better since I met her. I can't go back and say goodbye. But what if I had one more night for goodbye. What if?
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Blake Gray Imagines
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