Dear Crush

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Dear crush,
Thank you for existing
Thank you for not noticing
Thank you for not knowing
And
Thank you for making me smile
Thank you for entertaining me

Dear crush,
Sometimes it's too hard to see you
There are times I'd rather be sick than to walk with you in the corridor
It's difficult to see you with someone else
It's hard to know you, to see you every now and then and act as if I don't care at all.

Dear crush,
Sometimes it's getting hard to pretend
That I like you that much, because my adoration for you is not that much.
It's hard not to talk to you when I know we have so much in common.

Dear crush,
I feel like using you to fill the void I usually felt here at the center of my chest.
I feel like sometimes you were my quest.

Dear crush,
No matter what I do
I can't dictate this feeling in me
You will always be there
You will always be someone I will be excited to see
But you will always be number three in my life.

Dear crush,
Maybe
It would be easier if
We have the same gender.
That way I would not be feeling this and certainly not be writing this.

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