Poems, Prose, Thoughts

To the one I wish I never knew

Can you blame me

If I wish that I never met thee?

You were on the stage smiling

Then everything else stopped from moving

I never want your talent

Never interested in it

The way you moved

Made me want to grove

If I can go back in time and given a choice

For sure I would without waking noise

If I were back in time

I would set my feet on different line

I would walk on the opposite side

So our world would not collide.

I thought that meeting was one time

Then it was repeated twice, thrice

Many many more times

Then I found my self thinking, wow how did I get here

Fate is as playful as they say

Days, weeks, months, even years passed without seeing you

I almost forgotten you

Almost

Then fate intervened

We shared the same profession

My students, are your proteges

My nephews and nieces your students.

Then I found myself asking them

To convince you to leave your work and join me

I did everything I can for you I say

But I realized it is all for me

I wish you're hard headed as I

Then the need for this piece would not arise

But you're soft, easy to talk to

Easy to manipulate, easy to convince

I wish I never met you

If I never had

Then I'd be sleeping now instead

Then my head would be filled with thoughts of himand not of you

I wish that I had never met you

Then there would be no need to

Impress you,  want you

Look for you,  watch you

Sometimes I wish I had never met you

So then I could go to sleep at night

Not knowing there was someone like you

Sleeping out there

These bitter feelings would not be present

This dull ache I feel would not be here

Then I wouldn't be numb

I wish I never liked you

I wish I never knew you

If I could go back in time I would promise I would not go to that event

But since I can't

Thank you

For I met you