Chapter 45

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(triggering -ish chapter)

Colby POV

I ignored my heart pounding as I drew in a breath.

I'm losing her.

My everything.

With a loud sigh, I swung open the door.

Luna POV

My stomach churned as I made eye contact with Axel.

Colby obviously was taken back by Axel's looks. He looked threatened.

See Axel is a "popular" guy. He basically has Zayn Malik's old hair, blue eyes, and a structured jaw.

Every girl loved him, especially since he was on the football team.

The worst part was he was insanely protective of me, which meant trouble for Colby.

Watching in shock, Axel eyed Colby. Narrowing his eyes at every detail of him.

"Your Colby?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Uh..yeah." Colby gulped, starring up at Axel..

Oh I almost forgot, he's 6'2.

"Cool." Axel replied, nodding as he looked back at me.

I suddenly stood up and walked over.

My heart thumping all the way down in my stomach.

Good bye!

Selfish girl.

You deserve all the misery that will follow you after you leave this house...

Kill yourself

Kill yourself

Kill yourself

It came in waves.

Die.

You deserve it.

You ugly heartbreaking pig!

Kill yo-

"Come in, have a seat." Colby said, gesturing inside.

We retreated into the living room.

I sat on the couch as Colby and Axel stood in front of me.

They faced each other as Axel asked questions.

"Did anything happen?"

"No"

"Where did she sleep?"

"In Sam's bed."

"Who's Sam?"

"My roommate who is out of town."

I slipped away mentally as my mind bashed everything I loved.

Come on!

You can't be seriously okay!!

Think about it!

Your ugly and fat.
You almost died.
You got with Colby.
Your now getting ripped away from your only happiness.
Do you see what I'm getting at?

Kill yourself.

Slowly, i grew more and more convinced.

Your just gonna be shoved back in your room Luna.

Your parents will continue to mentally abuse you while your brother is gone everyday at some new girls house.

Suddenly, I spotted Axel's keys on the counter.

He must of put them there when he walked in.

The gun, in his car.

Come on Luna!

It's right there!

Luna. Do it.

All your worries will fly away.

Trust me.

...and I did.

Comments or concerns??

Oh and this is totally unrelated or anything ;) ;) ;) but I love this quote:

"Everyone has their happy ending. If its not happy, it's not the end."

(For all of the people who commented on the last chapter ^^)

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