Chapter 11

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"Are you sure about this??" The woman asked for the -th times. Its hard to believe what she just heard.

" I'm sorry... we've tried our best but-..."

"Its okay...I get it." She stop his word and asked a permission to left the room. Right after she closed the door, she burst into tears that she had been holding before. She lean at the door and start to sob. She clutched her chest since that was the most in pain now. while tears flowing swiftly without any signs to stop. Her sobbed was even harder when she keep on replaying the words that she heard before.

"I'm sorry miss,it seems like your cancer has spread almost 90% of your system. I'm sorry that we can't do anything to-" the doctor's word was cut when Sooyeon interrupt.

"How much time do I left?" She might seems strong on the outside, but no one know how she was broken into pieces in the inside when she heard the news.

"We are so sorry. We assuming that only 2 or 3 months left. But we will give you some medicine to you. Hoping that miracles will occur."

"Miracles?? How can that be a miracles when it was almost impossible to cure me?" She sighed sarcastically in her cried.

Why must it is so soon?

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Sooyeon POV:
As if time was really playing with me right now. Without my conscious it almost 2 months pass since I've heard that 'news'. And now I'm really sure that what am I doing right now is the most right thing that I have to do. He need her the most without himself knowing. What a fool who doesn't know his true feelings. All this times was not love that he give to me. It was a sympathy. But a good one. As expected, he is the most kindest man that I've ever met. Luckily he found her.

Sounds of bickering can be heard from outside the window of my room. Being a curious one, I take a little peep outside only to see them bickering. Again. A smiled was escaped from my dry lips. Poor Wonwoo have to stand in between them.

Just then I remember something that I need to do. Something that I REALLY need to do.

God please, make my wish come true....just this once.....

After writing for a while, I folded the paper and placed it neatly into the drawer. Just then, a loud bang of door opens was heard.

"Eonnie,  just look at your Alien, his being disturbing me for an hours. Gosh,why can human like him ever exist!??" Seems like SinB can't stand Taehyung 'jokes' at that time. Or Taehyung was really annoyed her. Even her hair look a mess when she enter the room just now. Just then Taehyung and Wonwoo came in. Taehyung was act like nothing happen but Wonwoo is the opposite. He look so done with both of them.

"I am so not gonna going out with them next time, or maybe in my next life. How can peo-..."

"Shut up!!!" Both Taehyung and SinB stop his word at the same time.

"See, I've told you" Wonwoo then walked out the room with a pitiful look from the back. I can't help but to laugh at their dorkiness. But then I realised that this is maybe the last time I can laughing like this.

For the last time....

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PRESENT....

"Kamsahamnida" SinB bowed to the last guest at the enterance after the funeral ended. She then sit next to Wonwoo who haven't touch a single food since the morning. Meanwhile Taehyung, Namjoo and Jimin who cleaned the plate came afterwards.

"Wonwoo-ya, come eat a little bit." Taehyung tried to persuade him. But only a shook he gave them back. SinB can't help but to shed a tear seeing the person that used to be the moodmaker between them has turned the opposite. Namjoo and Jimin then ask for their leave since its already midnight.

"You can go if you want. Let me accompany him here." Taehyung said to SinB when she was still there. Although she was sleepy but she shook her head and choose to stay with Wonwoo.

"Ani, I'm fine. I will accompany him here. " SinB said sticking with her choice. But then, a few minutes later she start to doze off and landed her head to the pillow that was on the floor nearby. Both Wonwoo and Taehyung can't help but to chuckles at  her action. And Wonwoo realized at one thing.

He then looked at Taehyung who was still smiling alone with his eyes was fixed on SinB. Busted at his own action, Taehyung then fixed his sitting position.

"W-what?" He asked. Wonwoo giggles before he handed Taehyung a letter from his coat pocket.

"Here,take this. It's from my sister." And he didn't waste a single seconds to open and read the letter right away.

Annyeong....uri TaeTae...this is me your Sooyeon. By the time you read this letter,it's mean I've already gone for good....BTW,
On a long and tiring day
I got together my heart that was still filled with sighs
Today and tomorrow, I will get up again....and live through the day
Vague expectations, dry laughter
They change as time goes by
My sad heart and apparent scars
They won’t disappear.....easily.....

In a dark room, a single ray of light comes through the windows
Some day, I hope it will shine brightly
If I hope and hope, it will be fulfilled
That’s what I believed and waited for, but I know my wishes is impossible to be granted....

Can you hear our sad cries? At that time??? But we held it in and endured through endlessly and now we make it....but remember...even when darkness came while walking on this far path, just remember that there is always people that will support your back from falling....

Taehyung-ah, one thing that you need to know is all this 'LOVE' that you said to me, it wasn't actually a love Tae...cause I know you have already been in Love with somebody else... you know what, you're just confused to differentiate which one is love and sympathy....
Why are there no answers? Have you ask you heart?
Why did you hide it without a word?
Just say it Tae...I know it cause I can see it from your eyes...and you yourself knows better who I'm talking about... so my last wish for you is...take a good care of her for me...I'll be watching from up here...😇.

- Jung Sooyeon -

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Hi! Its been a while I haven't  updating this book...so here I am!!! Back again (play the song 'Back Again' - KNK )

I know there's no one that gonna read this part... but I am very sorry for this bad chapter. This was supposed to a 'saddy' chapter but, you know me... I'm still an amateur at this part.... so I'm really to my dear reader.....and actually, the letter part is a translation of a song. So that's why it's kinda chessy a little bit....😀😀

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-S-

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