Endless Summer (G-Eazy)

St. Louis

It's been a week and she's still here.
Claudia.
She's everywhere I look and always around me, even when i'm not with G. I feel like she's doing it on purpose.
I flopped onto Jess' and Bobby's bed, taking out my phone and tapping on twitter, scrolling through my timeline. A picture of Gerald and Claudia appeared.
It was a fan who was freaking out about how he might have a girlfriend.
I snorted as Jess walked in.
She looked at me inquisitively, giggling, "Whatcha lookin at?"
I paused, not knowing what to tell her.
I shrugged sitting up and moving over so she could sit down,
"Look how stupid this is. They think they're dating!"
I couldn't stop laughing because i found it ridiculous.
Jess chuckled nervously,
"Uh, Ken,"
I stopped laughing, Wait what?
"They're dating?"
Jess' mouth formed into an "o".
"I thought Bobby told you,"
At that moment, Bobby walked in with a huge smile.
"I can't believe we sold out every show on this-"
He stopped and saw me staring at Jess and her staring at him, waiting for him to help her.
I snapped my head at Bobby,
"THEY'RE FUCKING DATING?!"
He sighed and came closer, holding his hands up,
"Listen, I was gonna tell you-"
I growled, "WHEN? WHEN I'M DEAD?"
He cracked a smile and saw me get angrier and stopped,
"Ken, I was just trying to find a way to tell you before you figured it out,"
I sat back down on the bed, groaning.
Jess spoke up,
"What's the big deal, Ken? Why are you flipping over him getting a gi......"
Jess stopped talking and looked between Bobby and I,
"Oh.... you like him,"
I shook my head, raising my head,

"I love him."

-

Bobby was on stage for his set while I watched backstage from the side.
It was an amazing view, being able to see the fans having the times of their lives.
Jess came up next to me and started rapping along with me.
We looked at each other and started laughing and we side-hugged.
I was also having the time of my life.
Suddenly I felt a hand rest at the small of my back.
I look to my right to see G staring down at me with a smile,
"Enjoying yourself, eh?"
I nodded meekly, "uh, yeah,"
I felt the fun seep out of me, his hand burning a hole in my back.
"G- oh there you are!"
I heard the voice i despise so much behind us.
His took his hand away and i felt a twinge of sadness. I turned around with him to see Claudia in a black silk top and jeans with pumps. She was also wearing a "Made in California" denim jacket.
His denim jacket.
He only let me wear it.
I looked down at my pastel pink body suit with ripped jeans and the pink yeezys he got me for my birthday.
I looked like a hobo compared to how godly she looked.
He kissed her and i felt my heart break just a little.
I looked back towards the stage and leaned against Jess.
She saw all that and wrapped his arm around me.
She whispered in my ear,
"He's a dumbass for not wanting to you,"
I sighed, smiling a little,
"No he's not, he's smart for not wanting to be with me."
Jess pulled away and looked at me as if I was speaking gibberish.
"He doesn't want a serious relationship like I do. I know what he wants. He just wants a fling and that's not what I want."
As the words I spoke really registered with me, I realized I was freaking out over nothing.
What he had with Claudia was just that, a fling.

.... right?