twenty-eight

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"how long you've been here?" i ask freya after she settles beside me in the hospital bed.

"you've been here for a week so.." she pretends to think. "a week. unless you count the one day i wasn't here because I had to work a double shift. "

she smiles at me but i don't return the gesture. i look at her and all i can think about is her getting hurt.

"i bought your favorite chocolate," she reaches for something behind her then beams at me. "babe ruths!"

"those aren't my favorite chocolate." i inform her with my eyebrows knitted.

"i know, they're mine." she laughs at her own joke and i can't help but notice how enthusiastic she is.

"why are you so happy? you're making my head hurt." i try not to sound harsh but it came out like that anyway.

freya smiles turns into a frown. "sorry.."

i just stare at her and how her eyes drop to her lap. feeling guilty, i lace our fingers together and let her rest her head on my shoulder.

i hate that i'm leading her on because one day, i'm gonna die and she'll be hurt. why can't she understand that i'm a monster? she could've gotten killed, why is she here?

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