too scared

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for the next few days you kept trying to come in my hospital room, but I denied every time. you finally stopped coming around and i don't know why but i am sad that you didn't try to come anymore. it's not like i would let you in, but it just bothers me and it won't go away.

i had my surgery yesterday and it was successful but my stomach is hurting really bad right now.

im scared to know what's going to happen after I recover because i have no relatives and no family friends. i only have my mom who is in jail.

no one has told me anything so that's all i know. i can tell the doctors know something but they just don't want to tell me something horrible just yet.

but i am too scared to know anyway.

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thank you -technicalities- for tagging me in to enter the that book contest and for reading my book! you guys should check out her poetry book, attempted poetry, it is really good and I think she deserves more reads. <33

AN: hi guys! I will try to post more, sorry for the wait. I am just out of town so don't worry, her is not over! Alright thank you guys so much for reading and voting! <33

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