Poetical Demeanor #Wattys2016

One Sided Love: His side

Why do you always say his name?
Why do you always say the best things happened when he came?
Even though were together,
the things you say, the things you murmur
Always say you loved him more..

Why can't it be me?
Is it hard to love me be?
I've been always here for you.
I loved you.
But you didn't say you loved me too..

Am I not enough?
Seems like I've been left behind in the rough
I did my best
But you turned out to be so dense

Once there was a rain
You held an umbrella behind him and ease his pain
I held an umbrella behind you
But you didn't have a clue
I've been always protecting you
Even how hard winds may blew

I supposed you didn't see me
As your clear brown eyes fixiated merrily
What's with him
That I cannot provide you in a whim?

I will just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end
You taught me a very good lesson my friend
That maybe you're not worthy of me
So now, I'll be setting you free

The red string of fate
Hasn't been severed nor late
The time will arrive
That my love will not be deprived

Loving you might have been the best thing I ever had
But things turned out so bad
As for you whom I fell
I bid my last farewell..