Poetical Demeanor #Wattys2016

One Sided Love: Another side of love ( her side)

I tried to conceal my feelings
Though it only bring pain and sufferings
I covered up everything
So you won't notice a thing

I want to stop from loving you
But this is what I can't do
You're always there for me
Always and will be

How could I stop this love
If this is the only thing I have?
I'll be just happy and contented watching you from afar
A sensation like being crushed by a car

The things I do just hurt me
But I cannot be free
I am a slave of this feeling
For you're the one I've been longing

I've been a coward
I cannot take a step forward
I can't say the words I long to say
So, I'll just leave my feelings at bay

I tried to love somebody.
Outside I look happy
But deep inside I'm lonely
Hiding is my profession
Loving you is my obsession

I used somebody to forget you
But my heart and mind says no
My mind shouts your name
My heart beats your fame

How did I not forget your name
ever since you came?
How did I even love you like this?
How could you even make my heart in bliss?

I love you.
Do you love me too?
I hope you do love me
To be free. That's my key.

I love you for eternity
This love's for you exclusively
No one can ever replace you
Even how hard this storm of feelings brew..