Poetical Demeanor #Wattys2016

Hopelessness

What's wrong with this life?
Why am I always living with a strife?
I didn't wished for this
But the hope I held turned to mist

Despair rooted insde me
Hope decided to flee
I feel nothing
I don't feel anything

This life seems so hopeless
With a devoid of nothingness
No one even understands me
My life is not in glee

Problems being stacked from top to bottom
Hopelessness consumes me like a glutton
There's never even a light at the end of the tunnel.
Life is but an endless battle

I want to give up
My life's a bluff
Pain constricted in my heart
And it pierced through like a dart

My whole life is empty
Life's a vanity
I wanted to fly to the oblivion
With my happiness multiplied to a million

I'm sick and tired of this life
With problems as sharp as a knife
I'm not in content
And I always descent

Was I subjected to condemnation?
My life is out of proportion
Life's unfair
Happiness hidden in a lair

Why couldn't I just get the life I wanted?
Why is it that this life is so overrated?
I did the best that I could
But I weren't able to change life's mood..