Realization!

Difficult

Jalen

" I found you miss new booty, get it together bring it back to me....I'm outside" I say Mica.

I heard her giggle, before hanging up...Mica is bad asf! She wore something simple and still make a nigga wanna hit..

I was standing outsidetne passenger seat, ready to open the door for her, when she came out she started to smile..Gorgeous Ass!

" A cocky gentleman?, where they find you at?" She says as she gets into the car...I couldn't help but to sneak a peek at that ass tho..Where they find that at?

" only in heaven, baby? "

" let's watch our vocabulary" she says looking straight ahead....

" Difficult, I see" I say leaning back in my seat, she looked at me

" you wanted easy?" she smirked

" Well I hoped..." I trailed off

" Hoped what? that I'll be a fuck and duck? If so you can forget that shit! matter of fact..fuck this" She said turning to get out...nah that shit aint goin down....i grabbed her arm lightly pulling her back in...

" come on ma, my bad I was playin' " All of a sudden she was cracking up...Damn, she got me...

" you--you are so gulible!" she laughed, Too goofy...I can get used to that...

" Yeah, ima get you back..watch" I say pulling out of the driveway..

She leaned up and grabbed my CD's out of the lil container and started to go through them...Taking charge and shit!

" Nope, Nah, Nuh-Uh, Im gucci, No, Hell naw, Naaa, Mm, nope.......Yes!" She says as she goes through all my CD's..aint take no initiative to ask..

She then puts in the Future CD which played ' honest'...She started bobbing her head a little, sayng the words..

" I appreciate you taking the initiative to ask!" I sarcastically say

" you know?, I kinda thought you would!" She smiled

' I had to tell the truuuuuuuuuuuth, I keep a gang of bad bitches wit' me too, and we aint neva going back to what we used to do, I was gon' lie to you, but i had to tell the truth...Im just being honest'

We sung together...I started trying to sing and she mushed the side of my head laughing!!

Once we ordered and everything..I asked to know more about her..

" Well, what do you want to know?" She says lookin' me dead in my eyes...

" ion know, the basics...favorite color...food and stuff like that" I shrugged...

" you tell me!, you the one that said you know me...tell me, what is my favorite color?..I wanna know..." she said licking her lips, sitting up against the table..with her hands folded..

" so I'm yo fortune teller and shit now?" I smirk

" call it what you want..you aint tokd me nothing thoo" she scratches her eyebrow...

" Well damn, i mean you look like your favorite color is some foreign shit! Like, terquoise...or baige...auburn or some shit" I say guessing

" Terquoise is not foreign!" she laughs, damn...her laugh is...👌

" you don't hear people sayin it everday, like they say blue and red!" ....She looks at me, in my eyes...It looks like she tryin to figure me out or sum shit..

" you tryna figure me out?" I ask, raising a eyebrow

" nah, I don't have too...but your eyes...are really pretty..what is that grayish brown?" damn, she hit that rightt on the spot..

" yeah, it is..they turn--"

" darker brown in the winter?" she says, taking the words out of my mouth

" how'd you--"

" I'm smart like that! So, you wanna know soo much about me...what about you?"

" you tell me....tell me what you think...the type of person I seem to come off as."

" mmkay....sooo, you are not really cocky or conceeded...you just use that as your trapper...to get girls...more attracted, you are not as bad as you come off to be, You a lil.........cliche...predictable more like.....you are used to getting any thing you want, and you are not really a fan of having hoes type of thing..you goofy..but act serious...and I think that is it!" She says..She did okay..she didn't get errthing right thoo...

" eh-- pretty good..but I'll let you figure out whether you are right or not" I say...

" I guess, yay! Food is here!" she says, grabbing her food...Fat Ass! I laughed at her, and started to eat

MIC

" I guess, yay! Food is here! " I say. Jalen laughed and started to eat..

Jalem is a'ight... I'm kinda...ya know....ya know...like him a lil bit, he not like i thought he would be, beside the cocky side he got on him...

After breakfast, We went to my house..but we aint go in, TUH, my momma do not play that shit?.plus if she did, what I look like bringin a nigga in the house...I damn sure aint goin' to his house..,HELL NAW!!

" Yo goofy ass! Dre put up with this?" Jalen laughs, damn his laugh is sexy as hell..

" Dre, worse than me...A lot worse..." I say.

" yeah you right, no wonder y'all friends...got slick ass mouths and too goofy!" He says, turning down the music

" but you seem boring as hell, like you couldn't let loose.....Like you gotta keep that ' I'm the man' mentality" I smile, at him....dude is fuckin' fine!!! That lil country accent make it soooooo much sexier!!

" Damn, I know i'm fine and shit...but you a'int gotta eye rape me" I couldn't help but laugh...cause that is exactly what I was doinn!!!

" I was not"

" yeah, you were" He says leaning close

" if you say so!" I say leaning closer

" yo lips, lookin' good right about now" he says...leaning in a lil further

Our lips were just about to touch

" Nigga, you wish" I say backing away, he smirked licking his lips

" that's yo second time difficult"

" thats my new name now? difficult?" I smirked

" yeah, you be getting me at my most desperate moments..then you play me" He smiles

" Well, you'll just have to deal with it..if you tryna get with me" I say

" How long will that be?" he says laying his head on the head rest..

" you the man here, you tryna get me..im not tryna get you....."

" Don't say it like you don't want me..you and I both know that!" this nigga

" how bad you think I want you?" I say looking at my nails

" Real bad" he smiles, damn...that smile

" If I wanted you so bad..I think We would've hit it off, don't you? So think about it...now how bad do you think I want you?.. I rejected TWO kisses....I didn't even hug you, I didn't even let you come in my house AFTER, you were so kind to take me to breakfsat....nothing..." I say getting out of the car....

LEFT HIS ASS IN SUSPENSE!!!!!!!!

Truth is, I want jalen badly...but I gotta let him know..,he gotta out in work...for he get so much as a hug! I ain't playin no games...some shit seem off I done!!

JALEN

Damn, do she want me? This is why she difficult! Makin' a nigga think and shit!!