My Inner Demon (CieLizzy Fanfic)

Part 6

*World ends*
Sebastian: Nature is truly beautiful sometimes.
Sorry for lack of updating.
These past few weeks have been hard but thanks for all the support <3 Here is some fluff children

Both Ciel and Sebastian had been gone the whole day. And it continued like that for about a week. From morning to late at night.
Sometimes i even woke up early and saw that i was laying alone in bed and other times i first saw them again to dinner and sometimes even first when bedtime arrived.

It was kinda hard not seeing Ciel that much. It almost felt like nothing had changed from two years ago.
It's not like he completly ignored me but he didn't have much time for me and when he finally had, Sebastian was always there so Ciel never did anything but talk.
He hardly even touched me.

But we lived together, sleep together in the same bed and were even married now so shouldn't we spend more time with each other?

This time i had woken up to see them both leave and only got a "Goodbye." from Ciel before first seeing him at dinner again. He looked tired and hardly spoke.
Being the Queen's watch dog was not an easy task, i guess.

"Are you okay?" I said with worry in my voice.
It looked like it annoyed him a little and i bit my lip as soon as he showed it.

He just let out a simple "Yes."

I sighed but tried not to let it ruin my mood.

"Do you wanna take a walk after dinner?" I asked with a sweet voice.

"I have work." He answered, not making me the least surprised.

But he already looked tired. Shouldn't he take it easy? I knew saying something wouldn't help so i just sat there in silence until he left the table.
I decided to go to bed early. I had nothing else to do. I had spent almost all day readintg, walking around or fencing. And i didn't feel like staying up if i just had to be alone.

I stood in front of the mirror in Ciel's room and looked at myself, wearing only a night gown. I wasn't very tired. Just lonely and a bit sad because of it.
I sat down on the bed after i had turned the lights off and looked at the wall, thinking about what i could do to help Ciel, when the door suddenly opened and closed once someone had walked in.

He didn't say anything.
He just laid down right besides, almost looking like he just fell down on the bed and before i could say anything, pulled me down besides him.
His breathing didn't sound very good at first but became more calm as he relaxed.

"Weren't you gonna work?" I asked quietly and looked at him.

"Yes, in a minute. I just need to... Recharge." He mumbled and locked his arms around me without noticing it, i think.
I was still pretty worried but also happy that he took a break.
And even more because he used it to have some time with me.
We layed like this in silence for about ten minutes when i could feel him being awake because he once again played around with my hair.
I had almost hoped that he would fall asleep completly until morning but i guess i wasn't that lucky.

"Elizabeth, are you awake?" He asked with a low voice.

"Lizzy." I just said and snuggled closer against him.

"Right." He said. "I have to-"

"Can't you wait with all the work tonight? I'm pretty sure you are overworking yourself, Ciel." I said before he could finish.
"That can't be healthy."

"This is really none of your concern. My work is important." Ciel said a bit angry and started to let go of me.
I didn't want him to. Not yet. This wasn't fair.