「 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚 」kim taehyung : book 1 (EDITING)

possible // ; secretly jealous

*After 4 months*

It's been a months since you didn't see your Mom. The last time you saw her was the time where you came to their house just to make some drama about you and Taehyung. You miss her so much but you can't visit her since you've been so busy to your works and your company is gaining a lot rates.

You've been cold to Taehyung for the past few months even you know that he's doing the best for you. He also can feel your presence of being cold to him, as well as you don't care sometimes. You've changed a lot just because you think it would be the best for you two. You just focused yourself in works, and sometimes you don't have any time to sleep or to eat, he even wait for you every night but luckly he fell asleep when you're coming over. You want him to feel, what you feel before.

10:03 p.m

You went home and seeing Taehyung who fell asleep with a box on his lap. It was your box, where you put all of your picture together. Diary is there, even your wedding ring which you're not wearing it after you changed towards him. He thought that you just change, but not your love.

You was about to headed upstairs but you can't bear to see him like this. You removed the box from his lap and you shaked him, "Taehyung! Ireona!" you said and he did so.

"Oh! You're here.." he said while yawning, "do you want to eat? what do you want to eat? are you hungry? I'll prepare for you"

"No... I'm full. I already had my dinner with Jimin a while ago, just go and sleep.." you said.

"with Ji-Jimin?" you can hear the way how he asked you.

"yeah.. Jimin.. Shin Jimin, Waeyo?"

"Ah! opso..." he said with a smile on his face, knowing that person is isn't Park Jimin, his cousin.

"okay.. go and sleep" you said to him and he nod, he stood up and looks at you, "wae?"

"i love you.. goodnight" as he hugged you and he walked away.

You can't help it but to smile, but you realized that it was you - the Bethany he knows and not the Bethany who changed. You want to hug him back a while ago but your pride doesn't want too.

"... i love you too" you whisper to yourself while watching him going upstairs.

A hot tears just came out, knowing that you already regretting everything for doing this to him.