My Brothers Best Friend Is My Mate (MBBFIMM)

15: Thoughts, Jealousy, Fun In Bed

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unedited

1 week later-
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It's been a whole week since Trevor and Courtney had come clean about their engagement. As you could tell I was obviously mad at first about their relationship, but I accepted it. I was expecting them to be engaged soon anyways. I'm truly happy for them. But I can't help but wonder how Jai's and I relationship will turn out. I mean, obviously it will turn out good.  We're soulmates. We're destined for each other.

I just don't know when Jai will take the next step and propose to me, or if I'm gonna end up pregnant any time soon. I'm not in any rush to get pregnant. I'm still quite young. It's the thought of having mini Jai's, and I, running around that excites me. I can't wait to start a future with him. I'm just confused. I don't know when he feels is the right time. I guess only time will tell.

Our relationship is going perfectly so far. I guarantee there's gonna be something bad coming up. Nothing stays perfect for so long. It's either really good, or really bad. Think of it like a scale...

The scale is never really balanced for too long.. It's either on the left side- the bad side- or the right side - the good side- but it's never in the middle for so long. It'll tip at some point. You never know what to expect. Stay on your toes at all times. Be ready to expect anything. The best and worst.

"Gm babe." Jai's morning voice broke me out of my voice. And oh my god. No joke, it's one of the most sexiest things I've beard.

"Nice to know how you think of me." I could tell he was smirking. Cocky bastard.

"Stop reading my thoughts." I whined, until the thought hit me.

Was he listening to all of my previous thoughts??? Oh fuck no.

"Why are you tense?" Jai questioned, obviously noticing I tensed when I mentioned thoughts.

"Baby, what's wrong." He was truly worried now.

"Nothingg."

"I know somethings up. Tell me." He kept pushing and pushing. It gets so annoying. "please"

"Nooo just stahp." I calmly argued and shoved my face  deeper into the pillow.

"Okay fine. Be like that. You don't have to be so rude." I could tell he was raising his eyebrows. Wow. I didn't notice I was using a tone. I thought I was speaking calmly. Oh well.

"I have a headache. I don't feel good either. " I went and grabbed some Tylenol for my horrible headache and silently prayed it would help. Let's just hope I don't end up vomiting all over as well.

I went back to bed, only to notice Jai had left. Like actually left. His shoes and stuff were gone. Did I really make him mad? I hope not. What if he leaves me? Oh no. I got cuddled into my blankets and cried myself to sleep. This is what happens when I'm left all alone with my thoughts. I over think things.

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When I woke up from my nap. My headache was finally gone but I still felt really sick. Well this sucks.

I was just playing on my phone, when Jai came in and jumped in my bed.

"Hey where did you go?" I bit my lip, was he actually mad?

"Just home." That's all he said. Dude thanks for that info. It really helped.

"Ahh icic. Okay then." Ha ha. There that's all he gets too. Jai cuddled into me instead of arguing with me. He moved his head around my neck in a funny way.