One Direction Infection

How Long Can You Keep A Secret?

How Long Can You Keep A Secret?

Leah’s POV

Lottie and Louis were chatting away insulting each other, the boys were talking and Niall was making us all a cup of tea. I was laying down on the chair, my head in Louis lap, I was staring to drift off when my phone rang. Sonny. I sat up off Louis lap, and answered.

{A/N throughout this phone convo, I’m Going To put L for Leah and M for Mila after what they say so I don’t have to make it look to confusing}

“Hello?” L

“Leah, what happened? Sonny is furious, he wont tell me why, so I checked his phone and you were the last one he called, I really worried” M

Oh god, I knew what Sonny was like when he gets mad with me, he is like an even more protective version of Niall, he had promised Niall he’d look after me when ever he was gone and well now it’s like his job.

“Mila, where are you? Where is he?” L. My words came out very panicked which alert the boys and a very scared Lottie, she had never seen me this worked up before.

“Were at mine, please hurry, I’m worried he’ll do something stupid.” 

I hung up and looked at the boys who were all staring at me. With looks of confusion and worry. I sighed getting up. 

“Where are you going love?” Louis asked standing up to , Lottie quickly on his heels. 

“ Sonny.” Was all I managed to get out. I walked over to the kitchen bench grabbing my keys. I walked quickly outside but was stopped just as I got to my car. “Leah, don’t do anything stupid please” Louis begged with me, understanding that I had to go he kissed me on the cheek. But Lottie was more worried. “Leah, be careful please.” She said hugging me. I gave me confused looks before laughing. “I’m just going to Sonny’s nothing is going to happen to me, I just need to sort things out” I gave them a reassuring smile. Lottie let go so I could get in the car. I slowly peeled out of the drive and took off towards Mila’s house. 

When I arrived and knocked on the door, Sonny answered it looking very angry but hurt was really what was playing in his eyes. 

“Sonny,” I pleaded “What did I do? Tell me what I have done that has gotten you so worked up that Mila had to call me” Sonny stepped aside to let me in. 

I waited leaning against the wall as he closed the door, sighing and trying to control his anger. 

“Leah, why didn’t you tell me, I had to find out from Mila, you tell me everything, so why not this?” He finally turned around to look at me, and my heart sunk, he right Sonny was the one I went to with all my problems, you may not know it but when I ran after thinking I couldn't be with Louis, Sonny told me to go back and to say sorry, Louis and I’s  first fight, Sonny was the one who told me to keep it and make up with him, when I lost the baby, he was the one who I cried on, when Lottie was in hospital and Louis was taking it out on me, Sonny was the one who told me to go to the hospital that day, and here I am telling Mila about the baby first. I know your thinking why but honestly I was scared. Sonny had been a family friend for along time so he knew Mum, Dad’s, Simon’s and Management's expectation’s of  Louis and I, they knew we were together well everyone but Simon and Mum, and they had told us we could be together openly because the fans loved us but if anything happened, Simon and my Mother would have to be notified and they were the ones who laid down the law. 

“Honestly, I’m scared” Was all I could come up with. And that is true, I’m scared, of everything, everything that could have gone wrong in my life has, and now that I’m finally happy, I’m scared everything will come crash down, and the one thing that could just do that was the baby, don’t get me wrong I’m so happy for me and Louis but I don’t think we really thought of the consequences until now.