Thinking

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Stevens POV
" I thought we would be together forever !" I kept on repeating in my head a thought of Zoe kissing Shawn ." She had been my love for 3 years " I said in my thoughts as I remembered the good days we had together .I was finally ready to face her and ask the questions I had on my mind .............
Zoe's POV
Lately on mind I have wondered if I like Shawn even one bit and then the kiss comes to mind ." Do I like him ?" I though to myself." Maybe. But I love Steven !" I yelled in me head ." But I want what's best for him and I don't think I am good enough for him ." ...........after while at yelling at my feelings I deiced it would be nice to go outside . I found a looter bench by a small park like place and decided to sit there . After a while of sitting someone deiced to sit next to me ."'hey Josh !" I said . " hey Zoe . I have to tell you something " he said in a worried manner . " okkk." I said In a nervous way ." Wellll I kinda might of told Ivanna that u kissed Shawn ." He said rushing thought the last words." You what !!!!'" I said ". Plz she made me ." He said loudly "how did she make you ?" I asked as he was getting on my nerves ." She asked me !" He said . Once he finished I gave him the death stare ." So she asked you !!!!!" I yelled angrily ." Omg Josh what if she tells Steven !" I yelled ." Dude its your fault you didn't tell her !" He yelled ." You do have a point . But if she tells Steven ?" I said " she won't u know her she wouldn't. " he said. " anyways we're is she ?" I asked him ." She went to look for Brandy ." He said ." Hey let's make a deal . I'll tell Steven if u tell Ivanna the truth ." I said knowing when I looked up he would be giving me the death stare . And as I said he was. " No !" He instantly said ." Come one you have to tell her !" I said ." I know it's just not the time ." He said ." Ok I will tell Steven but u have to tell her before the end of December ." I said ." Deal ?" I said " deal !" He said ...................after that it was time to fav Steven ." Why I Am I doing this one day before my birthday ?" I asked, myself . Ugh . As I approached his door I was mentally training my Brain not to cry .As I knocked I instantly regretted my life . " hello ." I heard ." Hey can we talk ." I said slowly ." Ya sure ." He sis slowly opening the door so I,could walk in . We both sat on the bed , I looks at his icy blue eyes which I had fallen in love with . I knew it was time ." Steven I need to tell you something ." I said as I stood up to face him completely ." Shawn kissed me ." I said slowly but all at once . He looked in pain , I saw a tear come out but then his expression became angry with his jaw clenched and his hand in a fist." Steven I am so sorry ." I say barley Able to talk b cause of my tears ." Don't cry . I am not mad ." He say slowly . I am shocked from his words ." I am disappointed ." He say as he sits in the other bed ." Steven I am no good for you and I love you that much that imma letting you go to find Someone better because I can't treat you better ." I say slowly but all at once ." No you can ." He says while sitting next to me ." Why - why Are you not mad ?" I ask ." I don't know ." He says slowly ." . That juts make me feel worse for some reason ." Come on let's just think it through and I'll talk to you in the morning ." I say I wipe the tears away ." Ya." He say softly ." Ok bye ." I say but I hear no response ..........

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