Hope

Did you start the New Year off badly?

If you started the New Year terribly, I want you to know that it'll get better soon. I don't know when, I'm not God, but I am a person who will be praying for your happiness. I want you to be happy because that's what you deserve. One bad day can't dictate a bad year, I certainly hope not. I'm sorry so much happened. Personally, even if I don't know what happened , it's still bad and you don't deserve any tears , any pain, none of that. You deserve the world , blessings , love , and so much happiness. I want you to be okay soon. You will be. I'll pray. It doesn't end like this. If you're not happy, it's not the ending. Always bad beginnings , the best come through hard work and determination.. not those who just get everything they want. You are loved. You are cared for. It may not show now but it will when you least expect it.

I know it's hard right now , that's why I'm sending this huge huge paragraph. A huge paragraph should give you hope that someone is listening to your prayers on needed to feel true happiness and it'll come soon. If you need a sign that it'll get better soon, and that not all days are bad , and that happiness exists somewhere out there , and God is listening , this is it. I'm giving you the sign. I'm, again , sorry the new year didn't turn out as the best beginning , but I'm certainly praying from the bottom of my soul that you find true happiness soon, your heart heals, you feel pure , you laugh , and you won't have a worry in the world. 2016 has 365 days to go (this day doesn't count , it's a leap year). I'm only wishing , hoping , praying for the best. You deserve it. Now take this to heart , hopefully this makes you happy somehow. Hopefully it heals some wound.
And with everything in my power , I hope when you wake up , or when you feel down , you look back at the words said to you after the first bad day , and realize this will happen many times again. You will see a sign to keep going after fighting for so long , and ignite a light in your bones to have the strength to carry on , even after the many tears. You're worth it, that's why these paragraphs are seriously long. Someone is listening and someone cares. It gets better soon.