Hope

Let's put emphasis on this.

  Let me tell you though, you put yourself to bed. You wake yourself up. You got yourself off the bathroom floor crying. You got yourself to slowly take the knife away from yourself. You got yourself to eat, even if it was forced. You got yourself to talk to someone. You got yourself to keep trying even though you may have relapsed. You got yourself to do your homework. You got yourself to FINISH that homework, and keep pushing if you didn't get a high enough grade. You got yourself to truly heal when you just got your heart shattered. You got yourself to comfort when your parents argue and won't stop. You got yourself to finally admit to your body that it is good enough, even if it didn't last as long as you wanted it to. You got yourself to work harder for your goals, even though you felt like they would never happen. You got yourself to gain gets and get toxic people out of your life. You got yourself to look in the mirror and say, "Wow, this is really me, this is me, telling myself that I have been through hell and back". You got yourself to go social and start talking to people about your problems. You got yourself to get a drink, or a reward after you just had the crappiest day of your life. You got yourself to sleep with 12 in the night when your having a scary nightmare, or an amazing dream. You got yourself to see the future even when you thought it didn't exist. You got yourself to finally stop crying after a problem that really isn't that big of a deal. You got yourself to finally get your ass out of bed and go to school, again, one step at a time, even though school is terrible. You got yourself to do those extra credit assignments just because you wanted to pass. You got yourself to watch TV and comfort yourself after you were crying for so many hours. You got yourself to motivate when no one is around.