Blue Ribbon

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Give me a ribbon.

A blue ribbon for being the most incompatible person to ever live.

I tried to be a better daughter.

A better sibling.

It just didn't work.

I wish they understood.

If I could stop the uncontrollable mess-ups, I would.

I try my best to abstain them.

I can't make anyone proud of me.

I can't make anyone happy.

I can't even make myself happy.

I wish I was someone new.

I wish I was detached.

Things would be better if I were out of the equation.

I just need to leave.

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