Tired Mind

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I'm tired...

very tired of the way that I am.

I don't like now.

I wanna disappear -

disappear from this body.

I'm disposable and wilted, 

like the old skin of a banana.

Why should I explain?

No one would even begin to get my head.

I hate the restrictions of finance and

teenage years,

unable to run on my own.

Money vanishes before my palms even

get a chance to grasp it.

I don't want to lay my head on my pillow

and sink,

counting the hours that my unhappy

days spend staring at me.

My mere existence gives me mind sickness.

My eyes look forward to nothing but weeping.

Sometimes, they don't even have that to count on.

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