Falling for a goodbye

Mistake

Ryan's POV

"I....I....I'm sorry.....I.....I shouldn't have done that" she rambles as we suddenly pull away having really thought

"N...no it's my fault, I....o shouldn't have, you're fragile right now and I took advantage of it" I replied

"No, I kissed you" she corrected

"I think we both kissed each other" I decided to go with and she nodded in agreement awkwardly

There was an awkward silence that ensued after that, it lasted for what felt like forever until she finally broke it

"What happens now?" She asks mebin a whisper

"I don't know" I reply, also quite subdued

"What do you want to happen?" She asks me

"What do you want to happen?" I echo her question in response

"I.....I think I like you.....I know it's wrong, your my patient and I mean you're YOU and I'm just stupid little me and I mean you probably think I'm just some stupid kid and no one would ever like me I mean why would they? Look at me ugh I'm so pathetic, I......I'm sorry, you probably hate me now, god I've ruined everything!" It all comes out in a cascade of words, so fast I barely have time to register it let alone reply and she was about to keep going but I heard one but at HE beginning which told me it was okay to do this so I figured out a way to shut her up

I pulled her closer and just kissed her, for a few moments she was rather startled but then she relaxed and kissed back, eventually we pulled away

"Woah" she whispers

"You act like you haven't ever kissed a guy before" I smirk until I see the look her face

"Wait have you ever kissed a guy before?" I follow up, startled at the thought that someone as beautiful as her wouldn't have ever been kissed before

"I know, it's kinda pathetic but I guess my life just became about my dad and I just didn't really have time for guys" she explained and I smiled, she looked so cute at how awkward she was, she looked so adorable with that little look of awkwardness , she's just so amazing

"You're adorable" I say with a smile, she looks up at me like she doesn't believe me

"Nah I'm not" she whispers, why does she put herself down so much?

"Why do you say things like that? You're beautiful and amazing, just accept yourself" I tell her

"How are you so good at this? How are you so sweet?" She asks me and I smile

She leans over and rests her head on my chest

I think I like where this is going

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Am I the only one who's noticed whenever I do rove books with POV's rather than in script form I do way more Ryan POV chapters than I do Dove/Chloe ones? 😂😂 xoxo