Falling for a goodbye

Surgery

Ryan's POV
2 weeks later

Okay so here it is, today is the day, this is gonna be well, terrifying, Chloe caught some bug and has been in bed sick all week, it was awful, she was sick loads and so lightheaded, apparently she's been like this before though so I don't know how worried I'm supposed to be, luckily the sickness seemed to go away after a few days but she was still nearly passing out a lot and the poor darling was so tired, she went out with her friends a couple of days ago and apparently they all ended up with food poisoning so I guess that's what she had

She seems to be fairly okay now, she's still not right, but she's not passing out anymore and she seems to be eating a little better now but she might just be playing it down for me because she knows I'm nervous

She's so worried about me, I think that's what's causing her dizziness now, god I'm so deeply trying to get my mind off what's about to happen, we arrived at the hospital and I was taken to a room

"Chloe, go get something to eat sweetheart, you look starving" I tell her with a smile but she just grasps my hand more tightly

"I'm not leaving you until they take you away" she tells me firmly

"Okay" I agree, I gently lower her head so I can kiss her forehead

A few minutes later the doctor walks in

"Okay so we're pretty much ready for you so we're gonna start you on the anaesthetics, you'll start feeling woozy pretty quickly" he explains like he hasn't told me this like 3 times before

"Yeah doc I know the drill" I remind him

He does what he's gotta do and then leaves after having told me he'll come back in a few minutes

"Are you ready?" She asks me

"Probably" I reply, already starting to feel it getting a hold of me

"Don't you dare die or anything you got it?" She asks me

"I'll try my best, now you go with ally and get something to eat, we don't want you passing out again while I'm out of it, who's gonna tickle you awake?" I chuckle softly, now struggling to keep my eyes open

"I will, I promise, now sleep baby, I love you and I promise I'll be right here when you wake up" she tells me and just before I finally lose it I manage to whisper one thing to her

"I love you too"

Chloe's POV

He's out of it now, the doctor come in and I kiss Ryan's hand quickly before the nurses come in to wheel him away

"We'll take the best possible care of him" the doctor promises me

"Thank you" I say quietly but I feel like curling up into a ball in tears, ally steps inside, we met a couple of days ago and we've really hit it off

"Chlo come on, Ryan made me promise to get some food in you so I'm gonna do it, you look quite pale" she tells me

"I always look quite pale" I remind her

"I know, but come on, you need to eat and we both need to try not to worry too much about him, he's gone in that operating theatre 3 times before and every time he came out just fine" she told me

We went down to the cafeteria but the smell made me feel sick, it was the kind of sick feeling you get when you're really worried about something and then someone gives you way too much too eat for your appetite, I had no interest in eating just the thought of eating while he was in there wasn't helping

"Ally this is a bad idea" I tell her

"Chloe..." she starts but I cut her off

"No ally seriously, I don't feel good at all, I can't eat, I'm just too worried about him" I tell her but she pulls a pouty face

"Chloe please?" She asks again

"Alright, fine, but just a little sandwich"  my mind was telling me it wasn't a good idea, I had those kinds of butterflies that weren't the good kind but the kind that make you want to throw up so hard

I managed the sand which but I'm definitely not having anything else from here it tasted gross and I barely managed to keep myself together

Then it happened

"Chloe Hosterman to reception please"

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Poor Chloe not having a good week, food poisoning then a fiancé in surgery, and does ally not understand nervous people plus food is often a very bad idea? But that dun dun dun at the end prepare yourselves xoxo