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La La La
I see you smiling, laughing, grinning,
and all I can think is
"I'm not the reason. She is."
It hurts,
cut's like a knife,
to not be with you
never in your life,
La La La
I was a fool to love you in the first place,
You'd have thought I'd have learnt the first time
but every time I see your face,
I remember that it was because of you I crossed the line,
La La La
When my friends ask why
I stutter,
even if the ocean was my paint
and the sky my canvas,
I just can't put into words
how you make my heart flutter
La La La
I don't even mind your imperfections
flaws, mistakes and little quirks,
she might not like them,
but they make me laugh and smirk
La La La
So while you hug her,
every time you kiss her,
just think,
you might not ever need to miss her,
yes you've got her,
but I'm here hoping you'll wake up see
she's just not me...
La La La
So I get on with it,
find other things to do
pretend I'm okay with it,
everything is fine with you,
So I say La La La inside my head,
it's to block the words I should've said,
I say La La La to simply forget,
that there is no use in holding to regret.
It's happened,
It's done,
I fell,
You've won,
...La La La
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Memoirs Of A Teenage Heart
PoetryJust some thoughts and poems and things that spill freely from the techno-coloured abyss of my mind. Enjoy...
